What are Chad dreams about?

I just awoke from a very disturbing dream.

First the backstory that I just knew. When I (female) was in middle school, there was this girl (we'll call her M) who was just the nicest, most delightful person you could meet. She was pretty, funny, loved by all and just a genuinely kind and joyful person.

Fast forward to high school, where I am in a completely different school from anyone I knew. I'm friends with this "loser" kid who starts penpaling with some girl from another school (probably junior year by now). They share their deepest thoughts and concerns and it's just a meaningful penpal-friendship.

Right before my friend decides to ask her who she is irl, she stops replying to his letters. Time goes by and my friend grows concerned. Finally, we decide to investigate and find out who she was. Idk how the logistics of the letter exchange worked but it was anonymous somehow. And the letters were written on cardboard pieces or postcards.

We manage to track down her school. We go in, my friend is carrying a huge batch of letters from her, so we can compare handwritings if needed. At some point, we notice an open locker with lots of stuff in it, and we decide to check for something handwritten (I don't like the plot convenience of the locker just being open but maybe in the movie adaptation there could be a legit reason for why we have access to it ;)).

My friend takes a notebook from the locker and is comparing it to his letters. The handwriting matches! Right then, three boys appear. The foremost boy who is just the chaddest chad asks us what we are doing. My friend explains that we are looking for his penpal.

Chad becomes interested. He takes a few of the cardboard letters and looks through them. At that moment, the girl appears. And it's M (of course)! She freezes when she sees the group of people in front of her locker. She sees the letters and the fact that Chad is holding some of them. My friend is staring at her, realizing that this must be his penpal. Chad proceeds to read from the letter and asks her if she wrote that. My friend begins to explain that we were looking for her.

M says calmly "Well, it does look like they're from me, doesn't it", goes to her locker as Chad is still going through more letters, takes something from her locker and steps aside from the group. She is holding a syringe in her hand which he proceeds to insert into her arm, first slowly, then she quickly rams it all the way in. Then she (trigger warning) starts moving the syringe around forcefully, damaging the inside of her arm. We all scream in shock and rush to her. I'm assuming we call the ambulance next but that's where I woke up. I don't know what happened next.

Some more info that didn't come up but I just knew somehow is that Chad is her boyfriend and he is a straight up psychopath, and M has become a complete a*hole, she is just an awful person now and has willingly pursued Chad, knowing fully well how awful and dangerous he is. Why did she do that? What happened after middle school? Well, that's for the movie makers to decide :D I didn't get to that part, the frickin syringe thing woke me up in a state of utter distress.

They had some sketchy small guy befriend me, and once the small guy got me outside to play beer pong or something, they all came running in, and 20 smaller ppl followed with their phones..

Fuck I'm relieved it was a dream. The main Chad was fucking huge. I was on the ground looking up at him and he was accusing me of shit. Yeah screw that

It has Halloween night and there was a big carnival going on downtown at a park. The park had a Ferris wheel and a lot of booths. There was multiple Jack o lanterns and fall like decorations, but nobody acted like it has Halloween. There was no candy, costumes, or kids, so teens. In the side of the park there was this big ring of very tall bushes that completely concealed you inside, and a door to enter the ring. Inside was empty space. I was inside the space with multiple other teens I had never seen before. There a bald black kid, a chad looking guy, and a tall skinny girls with black hair, as well as a few other kids that didn’t stand out. In the middle of the circle was an adult that was asking everyone questions. I joined in the circle and leaned on the side of one of the bushes like the other kids too. The camp instructor asked us what our biggest fear was. Everyone started sharing things like drowning, being buried alive, etc.. I said something personal and it started a conversation and we got off topic and talked the rest of the night. We all ended up falling asleep in the circle. When I woke up I was in a wood bed with just a sheet inside a concrete room. I opened the door really confused and when I looked outside it was very red and there was fire afar and cloud in the sky. In front of my was 3 barns and 2 rows of 3 picnic tables with pavilions over them. Then a giant lizard came up to me and for some reason it wasn’t weird. He grabbed my arms and put them behind my back. He started walking me to a picnic table that I knew was mine for some reason. I was scared and asked what was going on. He said this was the “bad place” and the adult who was asking up questions last night worked for them and kidnapped us. I looked to my right and saw a kid running down a ramp full of snakes, and a huge hill in the distance. The lizard explained that here they make you face your biggest fears as torture and other horrible things, and that’s why the adult was asking us our biggest fears the night before. He sat me down at my picnic table and explained that instead of starving us they stuffed us to the brim till we were sick. He told me I had to eat 5 PB&Js and 2 whole turkeys everyday. I was so scared I didn’t really have any emotions. I heard something and turned around to see the other kids being ushered to there picnics tables too. Just then someone yelled from a barn and all the lizards headed over there. I knew this was my moment and got with the other kids and said we should escape and run up the huge hill. We started running and the lizards chased us but we were much faster because they were so heavy and bad on their feet. When we got to the top of the hill we say a clif and then another side of the hill about 20 feet away. Over there was a dwarf with a long white beard who looked shocked to see us. We yelled for help and he said that he was the ruler of the “good place” and he could help us. All of a sudden from his side of the hill an army of dwarfs started storming over and floating over the clif. They started to fight off the lizards and then I woke up.

*The context*

-I had this dream August 15th, 2019 and wrote it down in an app called ‘Dream’ when I woke up.

-One of my oldest friends Jacobs dad had died about a month before this.

-I had stopped smoking weed heavily about a week prior to this dream

**Hard to put together**

I was living at my friend Jacobs house at first and I smoked a grav down stairs in their laundry room right before Mrs. Cindy came home. I remember being so nervous about her smelling the smoke that I started to wake up. Once I was slightly awake and realized it was a dream, I let myself drift back off into the dream.

Back in the dream I was still feeling uneasy about her coming home and when she did she immediately started to scold me about smoke weed in her house in a way that made it clear she’d known I had done it there before. She said “really? Right after Mr. Steve died?” And “another week another time Andrews smoking at our house.” I remember being super anxious and just saying ‘no’ to her.

Next I was in a room with a few people and We were talking about the power to control time and I was asking them what they would do if they could control it. I was explaining the rules of it that you could go backwards and forwards and freeze it. Most of their answers were just smiles or grins which I thought indicated something. After that my friend Chads sister walks in the room and laughs at my question, so I rephrased it “what would you do if you could control time, but everyone could still see you when you freeze it?” I also held up some kind of jug or object that represented a time controlling device.

After that that I was in my room and this couple who moved from another place showed up. I found the girl attractive but knew the guy with her was her boyfriend. The 3 of us then walked to this liquor store counter that was outside and started to look at the shots they had. I wasn’t going to get a shot at first but the girl insisted I get a shot of fireball and the two of them even payed for it.

Then I was in my room and in my boxers & I had just downed the whole shot in one gulp. The girl who bought me the shot walked in and I stood there for a moment then realized I should put pants on. As I’m putting on these plaude sweatpants she begins to take her pants off and is wearing plaude underwear. This is when I put a shirt on as well and then she finished changing clothes too or something.

My neighbor walks in & we all leave and that’s about all I can remember.

>Sorry I literally just woke up and tried to log as much as I could before I moved too much and erased my memories of it like a big etch-e-sketch. It's a bit disjointed, as I tried to write as I could recall it in whatever order it came to me in.

Last night I had a relationship with a girl in my dream. The first things that come to mind when I think of her are; she had an interest in tarot, liked that I was a writer and encouraged me to write fan stories for games I liked to build a fanbase. (Odd suggestion, whatever) She encouraged my hobby. She didn't have a name. Not that I can recall. Don't remember asking, but felt like I maybe knew it. She was really horny, inexperienced. We spent the night together. Implied sex but it wasn't detailed action. shower going in the other room, I asked who that was, she mentioned roommate juan, showed pics of him. He was a goofy jocky nerd glasses, chad type, backwards hat, shorts. she had pictures of him being stupid and sorta naked but they seemed platonic. It made me jealous. There were more scenes, but I can't remember them exactly.

I woke up, changed sides, and went back in and she was still there. It felt great seeing her face again. She said something cute like "Hey you." There were scenes here I can't remember. It felt like we were together for days, weeks even. Later on, she sees me smoking with old mates from my hometown and didn't seem to care, I felt she didn't like it but also felt like not addressing it. I told her I quit along time ago. I don't know why I did it. I was trying to be cool with people I don't even like, sitting on a second story balcony. She saw me from the ground floor. I did a ridiculous one armed maneuver to get down. That was somehow cool in the dream to the people I was with, but I even knew it felt stupid doing it at the time. I'm not a show off type. She asked a tarot card machine relationship advice about us when she thought it could be serious.  I asked her which cards she got. It was in a home depot type store, digital tarot card reader in the back. No idea. I remember I went to bed alone and I remember she wasn't there but then I think she came in. It felt like love together, actual warmth. She got frisky again. She said she was thirsty, started handling me, mentioned something about being thirsty for a "sports drink", mentioned it was in my "torn boxers", it was cringey (very cringey) but somehow endearing in the moment, and reeked of inexperience. If I had to describe her it would be average build, noticeable nose (?), maybe parted hair, nerdy undertones, plainish, darker hair. She didn't believe her luck with getting me. I was, in the dream, a big win for her. She didn't date much. I'm trying not to move right now so I don't lose any information. I woke up heartbroken and unable to go back in a third time. 

Some odd scenes that I recall that don't really fit the narrative are: I remember a scene where we were in the home depot shop and we scavenged metal from this copper plating and made money on it. I don't know what it has to do with anything. Same building as tarot machine. I remember entering the store with a customer in head of me who sounded off the shoplifter detector thing. Another disjointed scene: A scene with some short haired blonde army bandana guy in fatigues (cosplayer?) and two other army guys (seemed actual military) on top of a mall, kneeling, arguing which of them looked most like a movie character I knew in the dream as a blonde rambo-type. The sergeant said the short haired young blond hair guy looked more like the character than long haired actual army guy did. The fuck?

>Background history: Haven't dated since my break up a year (and a half?) ago, which was a long eight year relationship. I've really enjoy my time alone. I think being fine with yourself is an important trait and never really felt lonely. I'm also a single dad. If I had to psychoanalysis this dream I'd say it wants me to get in the dating world.