What are pig dreams about?

This nightmare started yesterday and I don't know what I feel like right now.. I will explain it in a short bit but we have to talk about my living condition right now. I used to live in a barn where all the animals slept, it was the only place that was warm enough to go to bed in. I met 37-39 different animals until later I attempted suicide before being sent to the phychic ward for 2 years. My family while I was away finally got a job working at a grocery store and we made it inside an apartment nearby the barn. I didn't care much about it but at the same time, I had an emotional attachment to the place and visited it frequently. Now with the dream..

The dream took place in my living room and it was dark. I remembered me on my phone as 5 months earlier I just saved up enough money to buy one. I am 18 and about to go to college but I had to have a phone anyway. Me being lousy, I laid on the couch and sank in until someone broke into the front door. I looked in fear but didn't try to go anywhere. It was a sheep with a 14 inch dick hanging out. There was also geese, ducks, cows, pigs, and tons of random animals I cant describe because they're distorted.

I ran and the animals catched up to me. We fought until I was overpowered and was forced to lay on my belly. They slowly went down and begin penetrating my vagina. I yelled for help but it was no use. The sheep just kept going further and further in and I felt all the pain. 14 seconds in, I looked back and saw it making a jojo-like face at me but the dick was still slowly going in. I couldn't move at all and I saw other animals ripping out their dicks as well. A horny raccoon went to the opportunity and deep-throated me heavily. The sheep broke through my vagina aswell and I felt it go through the skin into my clit. A third animal, some sort of goose jumped on me and began thrusting my back with his soft feathers and worm-like dick spraying all around the back of me.

The dream lasted for what felt like years. The only reason I woke up was because I died from my injuries. Truly the worst dream but sexiest one at best. I wished it could of been better as I have always liked more smaller creatures do it harder on me. This dream was just weird lol. It reminds me back in my past where I was clench the penises of the critters and pretty animals and force them to in-breed others. I get these once every few days and tbh, it makes all the hard feelings go away.

I experience sleep paralysis every now and then. I'm kinda used to it since I've had it for over 20 years. Sometimes it's uncomfortable, but other times it would lead to a lucid dream. This one I had just this morning just a few seconds after the onset of sleep paralysis.

I was standing in a room. It's almost sunset. I could see the orange light from the door. I started floating and got out of the house into the open. I was floating and saw a silhouette of a buck. I floated towards it. It looked up at me. As I continued to float, I saw more deer in the pathway. I saw myself deep in the woods. The sun peeking through the trees. The purples and oranges glowing from a distance. I continued to float and saw this wall of color and patterns on the right. Everything is brighter now. I could make out silhouettes of little pine trees moving across this waving wall of colors. I turned my head to the side to look at it closer, I was in total awe. I continued forward, still floating, until I got out of the woods into a field with a few people. One of them called me a pig. I just ignored them and continued to float. I stretched my arms forward and noticed they were actually hooves. It didn't bother me, I thought it was cool.

I forgot how I woke up from it, but I fell back to sleep and the SP kicked in again. This time, it's no longer comfortable because it's making me breathe hard. So I shook my head from side to side to wake myself up.

This is an odd one because it’s literally like a story but basically it started with like an older setting and a girl who’s father works for this publishing place she’s never allowed inside and there are a lot of European women working in there as like maids. Then she’s older and she has her own journalist type expose published and her father’s friend is sort of creepy congratulating her, but says to another friend later that the book is bad.
She asks why she can’t work at the company and one of the ladies starts talking in tongue then they leave planning a takeover. Then I think that part ended and it was my family staying at the place because it was a hotel now that was split into two with a chain fence down the front parking lot. I can’t remember a lot but I remember going into the basement and it was all creepy with like faces popping out and a feeling of supernatural danger and I was terrified, but I got into trouble because someone broke into our house at home and it was nighttime so I was sleeping outside in a bed underneath the balcony of our room. I was really paranoid thinking something would get me.
My phone started bending like it just twisted and cracking and I’m freaking out, then it just shatters in my hand and the pain is awful. The noise I kept making was like a pig squeaking and my mothers partner eventually came down but the phone was fine and even though I’m bawling and had cuts in my hand he just goes back upstairs.

Then there was some issue with the fence and a kid fell over it and it was a desperate thing to get him back over even the other side which is the bad side was helping. But then somehow the bad side got over and they had this guy and strung him up with a tv hurt noose thing and we’re all trying to untie him but we can’t and then I the that’s when I woke up freaking.

I feel like the phone bit has happened multiple times. Sorry for long text I don’t think anyone will read this train wreck

I am not good at English but hopefully you can understand this (I had to translate from my language to english)

I was working at my country doing hard work( watering plants harvesting taking care of pigs,cows,chickens etc) so I was awake 30 hours
I was 14 at the time and I liked animals and nature also I liked creepy pastas and other stuff
Especially SCPs

I Went to sleep and I saw a man (it was night in the dream) I went to the man and asked
Me:Where am I why am I here why is there a SCP facility we have to get out of here it is dangerous

Man:Don't you see the beaty in these monsters?Every single one of them has a purpose in life and they are keeping them in Cells

Me:maybe because:THEY CAN END THE WORLD?

Man:Humanitys time is over we are the only danger we make our life so easy

Me:I am sorry I do not understand?

Man:We are keeping them like pets but it should be other way around look at them they can kill us with few seconds

Me:You didn't answer my question where am I

Man: At the entrance of the Site 19

Me:Am I a d Class?

Man: No you are O5_Council you have experienced a extreme level of cognito hazards
(I decided to make reddit account and guess what I fucking named my self O5-Council)

Man: I will let you in

Me :Who even are you ?

Man: *chuckles ( Sorry for my bad translation I am not so good at english bit he laughs a little bit I do not know how to spell it)
You will get to know real soon

Knocks me out and I wake up

My Bro and cousins were worried because I was shaking and asked my if I was okay
But the scariest shit was I couldn't move like I was disabled for a moment amd suddenly I see the man telling me

I know what you have done And I will not forgive you but I respect protecting other

Then I could move and talk

My brother and cousin were like

Bro:Go get water
Cousin:runs faster then a sonic

Brother tries to help me amd asked
Dude you had your eyes wide open and look at nothing did you see something there

I said yes and then my cousin gave me the water

They told me what I have being doing shaking and talking like a psycho

But why wasn't to be able to move my legs or other parts only see and hear and breathe
I was scared like fucking scared
I am not sure if I want to work so long and hard anymore

It was a dream when it looks so real like sometimes you have these that you are there almost like lucid dream but not really.

Long story

I sure can:

Demon chairs with green eyes and long sharp teeth, a giant buffalo as tall as a skyscraper and long as a field, giant foxes with long spider-like legs and bodies, a giant bass-like fish that swallowed me in a lake, a coral reef with eyes on it, 4ft tall humanoid fish beings with glowing eyes, a bird with a cork for a head, birds as tall as trees with long rooster tails, a giant pig that ate whoever lost in a game of tag, a fat brown talking dog, a tiger/dog hybrid, a black lab that can only survive in a tub of purple liquid, a blue pig man wearing a black winter cap and that's about all I can think of for now.