What are white eye dreams about?

This dream was part of a longer dream, but the only part I remember is the end. Honestly it was like it’s own little segment. So some backstory about me: I’m not a people person. I’m shy and awkward around strangers, so my behavior in this dream might be unusual. I’ve also been hurt by people I care about in the past, so I’m not sure if that played into it or not.
So I was outside a building somewhere. There was a reception like area. I was outside there, with this strange creature in a suit. It had a human shape, but it body was completely black, with these white eyes. I seemed comfortable with the creature, though, like it was just another human. I remember I was holding something and I made a comment. There was a hug, and then it said “no”. I felt cold when I heard that. It lifted me up, and somehow, I woke myself up. [I drew it as soon as I woke up and was unable to fall back asleep](https://imgur.com/a/mcInK5r). But it really freaked me out enough to come here and see if anyone has any idea what it could mean

I fell asleep quickly and started to dream, I was in My ex’s sisters room having a conversation with her, she had a set of custom made tarot cards designed with my zodiac sign on the back, and we just sat down and talked, I asked her about the tarot cards and if they were for me, she said “yes” I asked her if she was going to give them to me before everything happened, she said “yes” well needless to say I was surprised I was talking to her at all, she explained me a few things about the cards and we had a very causal conversation... she told me that she expected better from me but then I realized another thing... I realized that I was dreaming or so it seems, so I asked her if she really is her or if I was just talking to my Shadow Self, next thing you know she turned to look at me and smiled but quickly transformed into a shadow creature with the most grotesque grin and the coldest pale white eyes, I recognized that was my shadow self and in an attempt to wake up, I felt my eyes struggling to open to wake up from the dream, and my head was shaking viciously, everything was rumbling and I was somewhat scared but I fought through it and woke up.

Note: I wrote about the dream in a diary right after I woke up. Also, my native language is not english, I'm from Portugal, so if my english is not good, I'm sorry

This night I had a very simple dream, but it made me really confused.

So, the dream was pretty simple as I said. It was simply me laying in a all white bed, with all white sheets in a all white room. And next to me was a woman, cuddling to me. She felt sweet, her body was gorgeous, but she had a white face. What I mean with this is that she had a face coloured white with all white eyes and all white hair ( I can't remeber how long, I just know she had it). I stayed there about 10 minutes, inside the dream (I know this because there was a clock on the wall) and then I woke up. I am really confused, so does anyone know what this could mean?

I had my First dream in what seems like forever.

What does it mean?

Just darkness for what seemed like forever.

Then I came across a White Eye, it was just calming.

The White Eye fell, then was eaten by the darkness.

A Phoenix Rised from the darkness,

And then I was back to surfing the darkness.

After a long time I came across a dark purple balloon flower, with golden markings that moved like it breathed.

And then it was darkness again...

I came across corpses that would gaze (without eyes) and turn their heads as I walked. But I was not terrified I was calm.

I traveled down a white and black spiral, my mind was blank and I was just going with the flow.

And after that I had the sensation of floating though water. And it may seem odd but my mind and body felt like it was swimming.

It was just unreal.

What does it mean?

I had a dream recently I was in a void like area with water up to just above my ankle and in front of me was a sphinx of Anubis talking to me I forget about what but I was looking around me and there were eyes just staring at me in the distance bright white eyes almost like stars and then I woke up with blood in my throat almost choking because I had a nose bleed in my sleep