What are autumn dreams about?

I just woke up about 30 minutes ago, i had a dream of her again. A beatiful autumn afternoon, on a wooden bridge in the forset trail. A stream bubbled below us with minature waterfalls. We arent meant to be friends. She was there though, her lips curled, happy, beatiful as the day we met. We finally got a chance to talk about some of the bad things that happened. Why you left in the first place, would you ever come back, can we even be friends. You told me that everything was an issue of mine, my plans and problems. I rememeber going around trying to ask friends and family what this meant and no one could give me an answer everyone just scoffed at me. Then i woke up. Not suprised i had another dream and just shook, i cried and decided to just post her. I wish i knew what my subconscious is trying to tell me i cant get any decent sleep.

It’s not often I dream so vividly. More than not I wake up with disjointed fragment images from the night before that are quickly forgotten. From last night a single scene is sticking with me and I haven’t stopped thinking about it. I was in a field with a small group of people. They felt familiar but they all were either walking in front of me or on the periphery so it was not clear exactly who they were. The field was a golden autumn yellow; like a corn field after a harvest. They landscape was reminiscent of the valley I grew up near. It was mid afternoon and the sky was mostly clear, some highflying wispy clouds. As we walked a black hawk flew into view just above our heads. I took notice, it seemed to be eyeing me. A voice in the group said that “this was his territory” and that when they recognize something foreign in its territory it sets out to protect it.” They called it “nesting”. It was clear that it had singled me out and made several swoops down onto me, pecking and clawing. They rest of the group was unfazed. I thought that it was going to peck at my eyes, triggering a secondary dream sequence of my body laying on the ground as the hawk plucked out my eyes, but was able to differentiate that this was a thought on its own and not what was occurring in the primary dream. Then I woke up.

I’m not sure what to think of all of this. I don’t feel uneasy, just perplexed at all of these striking images. Any thoughts?

There are parts I don't recall due to memory from waking up and the feeling of this long dream but here goes..

I had a dream I was in my mid 20s, living an ordinary life. Working a decent job and occasionally going to my local jazzed up cafe to grab some coffee with my 2 really good friends (whom were a couple). That's when I saw her. She was beautiful, her hair was an amber red, and she wore a perfectly sized coat. But, most of all she sat alone drinking her coffee.

And Yep. That's when the chick flick stuff began. I approached her and from then on it was a magical love story. We did almost everything together, from running in the rain, to watching her happily ride on a carousel. She joined our little group and we all grew fond of her. I remember having every deep conversation with her. (For a dream, I felt like I knew her completely).

One day, we went up to her office and her desk was a mess. From all the pile of junk there was two piece that stuck out to me the most. One was a family tree of her lineage. Second one was a picture of her and her ex. The photograph was of them laying together on autumn leaves. They were so happy.. and I felt envious in the dream. I soon learned as a kid she was obsessed with archeology and fantasy books about finding immortality. But she was so subtle about it in my dream.

As we dated longer, I felt more and more attached to this girl. Then, it all just slowly started falling apart. She just keeps avoiding me. In my mind i thought; Was she afraid to commit? Is she Okay? Did I hurt her in a way? - Confused and filled with rage i stormed to her office. To find it completely dark and vacant. As I searched around her pile of mess, I saw a drawing of her silhouette with the neck scribbled off. That's when everything slowly starts to unravel.

*For such a dream it was so rich in story. But from her notes it was a silver pendant necklace of immortality that can't be taken off. I recall numerous times in our conversations when she talked about immortality, she'd reached shyly for her neck... Could she have found it? Immortality? I looked back at the old photo of her and her ex. Turns out there was a love note stating back to the 1930s. It all made sense. She was immortal. A rich millionaire immortal due to her lineage. I felt her pain. The baggage of watching your loved one dies, no one should ever endure that. I ran out and that's when I found her. I hid and observed the whole scene. She has been running away from "The judges." They wanted her Immortality. I also recall making previous contact with one of the them but thought nothing of it.

She pleaded, she wanted to be mortal so she can be with me. Her wish was granted but as a result, the necklace of immortality has to spawn somewhere random in this world. She agrees thinking of no one but spending her life with me. This is where the memory of my dream starts fading. Somewhere somehow I ended up having a choice to wear it. I wore it. No one can see it but you. It was tight on the neck. But someone had to carry the burden.

In the final scene before I woke up... I walked into my jazzed music filled cafe and sat down with my 2 friends and her. She saw me reached for my neck.. and she knew then what had happened....her eyes stained with tears... I can never forget the look she gave to me in that cafe.... It was the most beautiful look.. to have someone love you so much...

So I had this dream a few nights ago, I’ll be going into detail after doing my own research, I wanted other people’s thoughts.

It began on a trail going uphill, me and my girlfriend were walking and holding hands. It was a crisp autumn day, the leaves were a sea of orange, yellow and red.

We were walking, and talking and when we got to the top of the hill we came upon a stone church. I turned to her and said “Are you ready?” And she said “I think so.”

We began to walk up to the church and just before we were about to enter, she said “Wait.” As she turned to look into my eyes, she had the eyes of a goat. She smiled and burst into flames, I began to panic and screamed “Why is this happening?” just before she turned to ash and got whisked away by the wind.

I fell to my knees crying before I woke up in a sweat. Now, I do get a lot of night terrors, I also sleep walk and talk in my sleep.

I don’t know what relation this dream fully has to my relationship or future, but I would like some guidance from you kind folks.

Thank you for reading.

So some backstory: this girl in high school(high school was just last year I graduated in June)use to like me but I was to big of a pussy to make a move when she wanted me so when I did ask her out in the summer she rejected me and I was heartbroken. But I sort of move on try to look for someone in college but I have no time to play around like I did in high school so it’s kind of hard. (Sidenote: me and her live close to each other like a 10 min walk from each other. And we go to different colleges but they’re are in the same city)

Dream: it starts with me sitting near a old hangout spot naked just in my boxers and socks until my friend from high school who use to see me and this girl together and was sort of my wingman. He asked “so where is she?” And I tell him that I blew it and he tells me “well get dress because she coming right”now so she walks by me and all I can say is “hey”she ignores me and walks off with a guy I knew some guy who she hated,who she’ll never would had dated anyways,the more she walks with this guy the more the season change it started with snow on their feet then it was raining,then it was sunny. But before it gets to autumn I try to grab her hand and she says “no” and runs off and then the leaves turn brown/red symbolizing autumn. And than I woke up.

Please excuse any spelling mistakes grammar or etc I just woke up like 10 mins ago and I’m running on a 3 hour sleep. Thank you!!