What are bridge dreams about?

There was this guy who was my boyfriend and we both were driving to my parents house in a heavy forested area across a very deep bridge.
And then idk what happens but in the next scene I kicked him out of the car and he gets out and I drive off.
Then he somehow falls to the side of the road on the grass and is bleeding from his head and me from some multiverse comes to him and tries to save him by combing his hair with this healing comb. He heals but his eyes start bleeding and he’s crying so I get really scared but at that exact moment I see myself driving with the guy in the car and me kicking him out of the car replaying again.
I go to the boyfriend who got kicked out and tell him let’s go while the hurt boyfriend is lying on the roadside crying.
Then we both go to the bridge we came from and see my other self standing on the edge of the bridge about to fall. But then I take a step back and go inside the forest. Then somehow I think I jump again and see myself living in this small cottage by that bridge in a town and I play violin for a living. I had taken the hurt blind boyfriend from the side of the road and was living with him. My other self is watching him through the window when he comes to the window stares in my direction and closes the curtains.
At this point I woke up. Then I slept back after few minutes. The dream just continues !?

There’s snow everywhere and the blind boyfriend and other me teach kids in an orphanage on a mountain for a living. But then me and boyfriend from another parellel universe come to kill the boyfriend and me from the orphanage world. I’m on the way to the bathroom I notice these weird strange ominous red patterns on the floor that are leading me to it. The guard comes to my rescue and asks me to go away from there. I start to look around for my boyfriend but I can’t find him so I keep running through thick snow outside the gate and just keep running.
At this point I woke up but WTH this is such a weird dream I’ve never dreamt anything like this. Right now also I woke up worried about if the boyfriend was fine since I didn’t see him anywhere when I was running away..

This dream was very disturbing to me. I dreamed that I was going on a trip with a travel group and we are going over a bridge which has a body of water. The bus driver deliberately crashes the railing and the bus plunges into the water. Then the dream shifts to something unrelated.

The next part of the dream I am trying to get out of a wood panel which is on a construction site. I'm trapped inside. I am talking to the construction worker, asking him to get me out. He bangs the panel with a hammer and then I'm transformed to another place.

In the dream I'm in my mid 20's and had a recent abortion. A woman comes up to me and gives me a box which contains the remains of the fetus (after the abortion, there was a cremation). She opens the box and said, "You did this." Then she hands it to me and walks away. Then I woke up.

I was very upset when I woke up from this nightmare. I have never been pregnant nor have I had an abortion which makes this dream, very very weird.

During the last couple of months, some unexpected things happened to me that really upset me but have nothing to do with what I dreamed.

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This is copy and pasted from what I originally wrote

So I’m out on the street right? This guy hired me to do something, cleaning I think, he wasn’t human. He literally killed someone in front of me who was walking on a bar and he kicked the bar off the edge of stable ground. Then he turned to me and told me to walk on the bars. When I refused, I was suddenly in a house, a hallway. If you have ever watched or played PT, you know what is going to happen. Each time I went through the last door, the hallway repeated, but scarier. Demons started chasing me, the walls started turning black and white, they had millions of eyes on them. I found myself in a room, the parents bedroom. My parents bedroom. Not this life’s parents, but I’m guessing my dream self’s parents. The mom was panicking because there was blood in the bathroom that connected to their room, accompanied by a bloody statue. I came in and let her know I was still alive, but I looked in a mirror and saw I was covered in blood. I turned to leave the room and saw a large statue by their bed, the head moved to look at me and stayed still. I knew from horror games that if I took my eyes off, it’d move. So I didn’t take my eyes off until after I left the room and returned to the hallway, which became even more terrifying. The walls started closing in, demons were crawling on me. Then I saw a pocket watch. For some reason, a man’s words echoed in my head. “Hit them with the watch and they will be banished back to where they came from.” So I did. It didn’t work. It only made them angrier. I panicked, I didn’t know what to do. Then I realized “I should break the watches glass”
When I did, the demon went poof. I started finding more pocket watches and smashing them to get rid of demons. I came to the final door, it was covered in spiderweb. In a deep voice it said something. I think it said “Those who find me know the way in, those who know me know the way out”
Then these long tentacles burst out of it and grabbed me, and dragged me in.
I found myself on a bridge, there was a crowd. They were panicking. Four demons were rounding them up and putting them on some platform to the right of the bridge. They looked dead when they entered the platform.
I ran at them, managed to stop them from taking around five people. Then the demons made a line at the entrance of the platform, their eyes glowed red, and said “Will you save them and die or run like a coward?”
I ran, I knew those people were already dead so I saved the ones who were still alive.
The man from the beginning of the dream appeared in front of me, he laughed and mocked me. I attacked him and managed to throw him off the side of the bridge and ran to a portal.
I let the people I had saved go first, then I went through.

We appeared in what looked like a misty super mall. There were fae(?) everywhere.

A bunch saw us come through and started comforting the people, and one came up to me, she had this pink glow to her. She started comforting me, she said she would take me back to the mortal realm. I looked up and saw our realms merging a bit, then I burst out with a question that made her surprised.
“Can I still see this realm? Whenever I want?”
She replied with “are you sure?” And I nodded. I wanted to be able to see this realm, of fae(?). All the time. Be able to switch my vision from seeing the mortal realm and theirs.
She agreed, and said goodbye. That’s when I woke up

I was driving a big rig truck (I'm not a truck driver and never have been) down a dark highway through some slush. i was having fun driving recklessly, swerving between lanes through the ice and getting back over just in time to not hit a car. At a point I stop driving so carelessly just in time to go over a very thin one lane "video game esque" bridge and proceed.

As I'm driving I see a cat ahead trying to cross the road but the opposite lane is full of traffic and scaring it. I stop the truck in a way that blocks all traffic and the cat (a siamese) runs to me and jumps in my arms. I take it with me.

I'm missing a small part of the dream here

As it picks up I'm still driving the truck but have now picked up my ex as a hitchiker. I drive around running errands (dream shows me from out of body going in a building and out). At each stop I notice the moon keeps eclipsing making it seem like daylight briefly but whenever I notice it, it seems to go back to normal night time.

We drive to my grandpa's house and I go inside for a bit, then come out to get my ex. I warn him theres an eclipse and not to look at the sun in a rude voice and bring him inside. In the corner of the living room there's a bed frame and a large enough suitcase for him to sleep in and I tell him he can rest there and go to find him a blanket.

I can only find one blanket besides my own but it smells bad. I bring it to him but he found one already and has made himself comfortable. I walk him to a closet to tell him he can help himself to anything in it.

The closet I "know" is full of like desk toys and little tourist trap crap we got on wholesale, and theres two circlular racks in front of it full of snacks. He can help himself but 'these have to last for us" there's also a bunch of I <3 NY stuff on it.

At a point the cat I picked up in the truck has turned into Princess, a cat I left with my ex because she liked him best.

My interpretation: The stuff with my ex, my grandpa's house, the I <3 NY stuff and the cat make sense. I feel a lot of guilt for how things ended with my ex because while both our financial situations crumbled (Mine due to my grandpa's death, hence the presence of his house) I ended up able to move out of state and am mostly fine and supported while his situation is more precarious (and i have lost contact with him for the last month because he finally stopped pretending he was able to be friends with me after). I miss my cat and worry if she's okay, and I do miss some stuff about NY since I'd lived away from the state for five years and only got to be home for one before I had to leave again.

I can't pinpoint what the eclipse, driving the truck recklessly, and driving the truck normally mean though. Maybe the truck could be how I kinda dove headfirst into my new relationship only a month after my breakup and now I'm taking things a little more seriously but still doing well? but I don't get it fully and the eclipse and running errands with a trailer eludes me entirely.

On the bright side I told my boyfriend the dream and he picked up on the latter part of it well, said once covids over we can look at visiting NY and doing the stuff I missed out on doing again because of covid (Like apple picking, it's all little homesick stuff).

so i was sitting on my kitchen floor, often where i sit when im overwhelmed or feeling something very strong, as i was. suddenly i closed my eyes and began to take slow breaths and I started to see lights, in my eyes, while they were closed, i think i must’ve hit some state of meditation because the lights began to turn into pictures and i started to see things as if they were real, and i was in an incredibly calm state. i saw a picture of my dear sister i had recently taken of her and she began running in a grass field, smiling and dancing and i heard music in my ears, as if i wasn’t even in the room that i was in any longer. it was so vivid. after a while of seeing these joyful things, i opened my eyes and something told me to close them again. with a smile, i closed my eyes. again, effortlessly, i saw 3 neon pink lines across my vision. they turned into arrows and i saw myself in a large room, standing high in the air, on a bridge running on the arrows as if they were a treadmill. i was running towards an open door, but obviously wasn’t able to get there. i wasn’t upset by this. i accepted that i wasn’t going anywhere and i jumped down off of the bridge. i saw skeleton heads but it didn’t worry me at all. as i fell, water rose above the skeletons to break my fall, and as soon as i hit the water i grew a beautiful pink tail and transformed into a mermaid, i swam and swam with the skulls below me. it was shallow water but i was unbothered. i remember asking myself “is there a way out of here?”. the room was very tall, and circular but there wasn’t much room. i replied to myself “yes” and a door appeared. i happily swam towards the door and opened it. as i went in, there were more neon arrows and water, i swam across a long tunnel and saw yet another door at the end. i opened the second door to find myself in the same room again. with the skulls and shallow water. i didn’t know how to get out. i grabbed a skull and kept digging through them but they were unmoving, they kept popping back into place. i looked around me and began to panic, i asked myself who the skeletons were and that’s when i realized that would be me soon.

when i opened my eyes i was concerned but not anxious. im not sure if this counts as a dream but it really felt like one. anyone know what this might mean?