What are conference dreams about?

Slightly NSFW. On mobile so apologizes for any formatting errors.

I’m F17 and had a gay dream. It was a dream so a little nonsensical/hard to explain but I’ll do my best.

I forget how it started but essentially I was in my closet (not the metaphorical kind, my literal closet) with a bisexual female friend of mine kissing. Then we had to stop for whatever reason, and we planned to meet up again later to continue. The main part of the dream was the two of us running around at various “events” in my bedroom (think like, a conference being held in my bedroom that prevented us from being alone) trying to find a way to get into the closet just the two of us again.

Towards the end of the dream, I was alone on my bed and she knocked on my bedroom door and she said she was ready but she also brought another bisexual female friend of mine, and this second friend was for whatever reason wearing bright red, super messily-applied lipstick (she doesn’t wear makeup). We all went into the closet and were all insanely excited to FINALLY have sex after running around all day waiting for it, so we took our clothes off and I was trying my best to avoid Friend 2. Then Friend 1 took her pants off and asked “who wants to lick it?” in reference to her vagina. Friend 2 started to say something but I interrupted and said me. As soon as I started I realized I didn’t like it very much (it wasn’t unpleasant per se, just not great) but I had been waiting all day for this so I was trying to like it. Then I woke up.

Any thoughts? Does this mean that I like being with women in the theoretical but not in the material? Am I straight? Any advice/interpretation appreciated.

As the title says, I shot myself in the head. In the dream I was suicidal and I was actually pressured to do it, even being given a gun. They told me to stand up in the middle of this conference and do it. So I hid the gun in my coat pocket and waited. Then I did it. I was absolutely terrified, it felt so real. I stood up and everyone looked at me. I put the gun to my temple and hesitated to pull the trigger. I was so scared but I knew I would do it. Then I got a wave of motivation and BAM.

The sensation afterwards was bizarre, and I can’t really describe it. There was a huge pounding on my head, but there wasn’t much pain. My head felt as is it were draining, and my brain felt hollow. I put my hand to my head and there was blood. For a second I couldn’t tel if I was dead or not. It was this odd lingering feeling, like I was dead but not moved on yet. But then I realized I wasn’t dead at all. There was a visible wound on my head but I was alive. And then I continued on with the dream with this wound, but no one make any deal about what just happened.

So Im gonna tell you about the dream I had last night. First a background story:
A few weeks ago i was listening to the radio with my dad and an interview came up with a journalist (lets call him L.S) who is from my country but lives and works in Russia. My dad is like: Hey I used to work together with his dad when I was still in politics! So thats when i get interested in the whole thing, I search for the journalist on instagram, turns out he’s my age and also totally my type and supersexy. So I start like thinking about running into him on the train or something and being like: Hey our dads know each other as an opening line haha. I know, kind of embarassing.

So then in my dream Im in new York with a very random group of people for a kind of conference (some family and friends are there, but also other people) and all of sudden L.S. walks in and Im like: holyshit. So we start talking (I actually say: our dads used to work together) and we hit it off and he says: would be nice to take you out on a date, and I almost die (from excitement).

Some other things that happened:
- we kiss in a pool
- somehow the other people at the conference cant know so we kiss behind a door. Its super intense and I feel like the sexiest woman alive.

Then, 6 months later (I dont know why it was six months, we just jumped in time) we are actually MARRIED and have an apartment in NY and Im the happiest person alive. Like, I cant believe Im with this guy, especially because I knew before we he was, its like getting together with a celebrity.

So now, I actually feel kind of weird and empty because this experience was SO vivid and intense. And ive never met this person. So weird that even 12 hours later this dude and my dream is still in my head.

So, the first part of the dream it felt like I was a side character in a thriller movie. I was just watching passively what was happening. There was a guy who was doing some sort of weird experiments on babies. They would sit in some sort of electric chair and they would be cut in half. This happened in an empty store. I remember walking into this store, going into a room in the back, and finding a bag full of baby teeth(it's hard to explain, but I knew in the dream that they were baby teeth). I grabbed the bag, and started eating them. I felt a cleaning sensation in my mouth, like you have after you wash your teeth when chewing them. Then, I remember meeting the guy who was behind the baby murdering. He just jumped out of a 1st floor balcony and confessed to all of what he'd done, and then he was suddenly intercepted by the police.Important to note here.. I didn't feel any sense of fear when I saw half-cut babies or when I met that guy. I was just neutral.

In the 2nd part I wanted to go to a tribunal(again, I knew in the dream that that's where I want to go) and got spooked off by a group of people in front of the tribunal. It felt like they wanted to harm me, so I left.

The 3rd part is where things got scary. I remember just casually walking in the area where I live in real life, wanting to meet with a friend, when suddenly snakes started appearing everywhere. They were small in size and had a white-yellow pattern. They just spawned everywhere and I started running. While I ran, I saw 2 snakes attacking each other, and a little black dog barking and running towards me when he was in leash.

After some time, I saw a girl running down the street.I felt confused as to why she was running, and again I had that dreaming knowledge that someone might try to rape her. So I stopped, I thought about what to do, and I decided to call the national emergency line. When I opened my phone, I saw a very blurred picture of her. I knew it was her and I knew she was black. When I saw her running, I've only seen her back.

And then, I suddenly found myself in my apartment(not in the room I was sleeping). I was there with my father. He was trying to talk to me, but I wanted to contact that girl. I remember texting her "Are you okay?Do you need help?" on my phone, having that picture of her on the screen. My native language is not English, but I texted her in English because I knew that she speaks it. Then, there was a black guy who called the national emergency line(I just knew he was black) and was trying to rescue her. It was like a Skype conference.. the operator and the black guy talking, while I was listening. I knew I could talk, but I just didn't. I got mad at my father because he kept wanted to talk to me about petty stuff, and he said he'll go to the kitchen to.. call my grandmother(she's not dead in real life, they just talk often). I got frustrated and started to tear apart my telephone's cover when he came back from the kitchen with a clone of himself. My father has about 170cm height(5.57 feet) and his clone was about 130cm (4.26 feet). He was a bit spooked about his clone, and called of my name, than he gesticulated towards the clone. The clone just looked directly into my eyes with a blank stare and I woke up terrified. When I woke up in real life, I saw something in the chair next to my bed... It wasn't like a person, but it was an energy, I felt it was there and it was staring at me. My first instinct was to scream, and so I did. I was terrified. He went away when I woke up my parents and came to my room.

This is not the first time I wake up from a dream screaming out of fear. It happened multiple times and it falls under the following pattern: I see a clone of somebody I know, or I bump into an entity that just stares dead into my eyes, or I just feel like there is something watching my in my dream. Then, I wake up seeing hallucinations like a tall dark figure next to my bed staring at me, or just feeling there is a presence in my room.

For the record, I haven't watched any horror movies or videos.

**(TW: Animal Cruelty)**

In my dream I "awoke" in a confusing place where a man was taking care of me. I slowly realized that he was not to be trusted because as I looked around I saw evidence of horrifying animal cruelty...cages, blood, a sickle. He would take any and all animals in by pretending to be a rescue and killed them all to make glue. He was proud of his work and made me watch. I decided to stay awhile and gather evidence to report him to the police and overheard him on a conference call with a Chinese breeder of miniature pigs.

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I was terrified and angry and decided to take this one goat with me when I escaped. I walked the goat like a dog and tried to keep it in my house where he ate all of my rugs. He would come when I called his (new, that I gave him) name, wag his tail, and lean up against me like a golden retriever would. I felt deep gratitude for my new friend.