What are mess dreams about?

Hey, I don’t know if y’all can help me. So about two days ago, I had a dream that I was friends with this tik tok girl, Anna, and we were friends in the dream and were hanging out at someone house because I remember there being other people. Well when I woke up, I realized I fell in love with the girl in the dream so now I got these emotion-like feelings like the ones you would have when you dream of your crush. I know it sounds stupid, y’all can clown me but just want to know how can I forget about “feelings that aren’t even real” or what does this dream mean? I’ve told myself that you don’t know her and you never will but i don’t know it just doesn’t work, I would add that it does bother me throughout the day. These feelings really mess u up too.

Last night I had a dream that a golden wheel/ball with one eye and two wings came flying towards Earth's atmosphere. Right before that, in my dream, a group of women and children were killed by what looked like the military? (Messed up, I know) I've never dreamt of a biblically accurate angel.

My husband and I (both 28) have been married for 10 months. We have decided to try for a baby and its been 3 months so far. I was on the pill for 14 years and heard women on the pill that long are usually fertile right away. I'm feeling discouraged because everyone in both of our families got pregnant right away and it seems like it's taking so long for us. We got a house, got married, have good jobs, got all the toys we wanted, got our traveling out of the way and now it still hasn't happened. My cousins and sisters are unstable and don't have serious relationships but yet they all have kids. I pray to God a lot but don't go to church so I'm not super religious but I do believe in a higher power. I pray and ask for God to do whatever is meant to be. If a baby is supposed to be for us please let it happen soon. But if it's not supposed to happen then I don't want to go through a miscarriage or something. Last night I only slept 3 hours and woke up off and on and Everytime I fell back asleep I continued the same shitty dream. I dreamt my husband cheated on me with his ex and left me for her. In my dream I was saying how it was a sign from God thats why we never had a baby that he knew this would happen and didn't want a baby to be in that mess. I'm trying to not cry about it right now but I am. Is this a sign from God it's not meant to be? But I'm trying to be positive. Should I be happy that it's not true and that's not the situation? I suffer from anxiety and depression and I've been doing so good until lately. Now today its very bad.

A little back story.. when we first got together about 6 years ago he did cheat on me and I punched his face and left his ass immediately. He begged and did everything I wanted to get me back. I dated people and kissed guys all in front of him. He paid for expensive stuff for me cuz honestly I was just trying to use him.(yes I know very toxic) About 6 months of me using him and him sticking around I gave him another shot and here we are.many years later. Happy as can be with 2 fur babies, some chickens, a boat, a big house, nice cars and I'm so spoiled everyday. I love him so much and I know he loves me but that dream really fucked me up. Idk what I'm looking for. I wish I could just talk to God but I guess reddit is all I have right now. P.s. none of our families or friends know we're trying for a kid so I don't wanna vent to them at all. We both come from big families (I'm the oldest of 7 he's the youngest of 6) so it hurts Everytime someone asks when is the baby. And no we're not Mormon or rich at all... just come from ghetto backgrounds. One of the few that broke the cycle, or is at least trying to. I wrote this hours ago and struggled to post it so Thanks to anyone that reads this and has some, hopefully, positive vibes for me.

So I had an unusually long dream today and
towards the end, I received a message on my phone, but it immediately went away. I tried using the phone to respond to it, but it was glitching etc. Later I decided to text a friend to ask about it and the letters on the keyboard were all messed up and it felt like texting while really drunk. Every word looked like gibberish and autocorrect would messed up the words even more. It was really frustrating, has that happened to anyone else?

I didnt even realise it was a dream, I was in school with my friends but started getting overwhelmed and having a meltdown which are pretty common for me only this time I physically left school grounds and was in the parking lot trying to calm down, I met a girl with faded dyed blue hair in a braid, slept in makeup, big PJs under a big coat, her name was Charlot and we joked about how it was spelt weird, she looked like a mess but was really pretty to me. She was in this like small van she was living in? This is the weirdest dream I’ve ever had because I could ask her questions I was thinking and she’d respond but I had no control over anything else in the dream so I don’t believe it was lucid. It sounds dumb but i started catching feelings for her, she was funny and cool but came off as cold, we bonded so much, she even taught me a few life lessons but then suddenly her drug dealer came wanting money, she told him to leave her alone then he sliced her neck and killed her right infront of me and I woke up in shock. I’m kinda hurt about this because i bonded with her so much only to find out that shes not only dead but a figment of my imagination. I’m writing this all down a couple minutes after I woke up so sorry if its all over the place, does anyone know what this could mean?