What are neptune dreams about?

All my life I was getting into trouble… the cops were called in. I was chastised and returned like a small annoying fish to a pond. One day I guess I went too far and I was eventually removed from the pond, the city life, and I was taken up into a spaceship planet above the Earth where I could be supervised.

The policeman was friendly enough, he walked with me explaining this new community, from the corner of my eye I saw my cat Neptune walking amongst bookshelves…

In this new community that resembled a beautiful small island, lived many types of people from all over the world. The grass was lush, small huts and gardens embraced the near shoreline.

Children played with each other, children from all over the world, natives from India, and Peru, and China, and many places I simply did not recognize, but I did not feel a part of their games; I was alone.

I felt shunned by them all for what I had done on the planet below, and one day I saw some monks having some kind of a ceremony and I quietly snuck in and sat down in the back, hoping I could be accepted by them, but one noticed me right away and made me leave, giving me angry condemning looks all the while.

Whenever I saw them they gave me dirty looks, but all I wanted was to… I didn’t know what I wanted, and they shooed me away again and again.

Time passed, feeling despondent, sad, alone, unwanted, when I went down to the shore to just get away from it all, the water was beautifully clear, shallow, and rocks glistened below the surface of the water like treasure, it was stunning and… suddenly a small girl no more than six years old ran into the water right in front of me and was hit by a bus and killed instantly; I cried out profoundly at the loss of this innocent child.

I bowed my head, unable to rise for some time before turning back to the shore. From this point on I didn’t care whether I was unwanted, I didn’t care that the communities ostracized me. I didn’t care about anything anymore, my view of everything had been changed. I understood how the small thoughtless actions in my life had hurt others, and I knew I could not live like that anymore.

When I saw the monks again a long while later they were all in a row singing, some new ceremony had commenced. I figured they still didn’t want me around, and I received more condemning stares, but this time I did not judge them, I did not feel hurt by them, they did not sting, the loss of that child forever stained upon my heart, I did not want anything anymore except perhaps to be free of the suffering for what I had done to deserve their condemnation, and to atone for making so many people’s lives so hard for so many years. I came closer, and before I knew it they had moved in a circle around me, but not for me, with me, and I found myself standing before the leader of their community… it was then I understood, they had been waiting for me to want to change, and I had come home.

Okay guys..normally I wouldn’t reach out to ask your thoughts on a dream, but this one is weird. Let me say this to start out with, I know absolutely nothing about planets. I know very little about anything space related, however I’ve always been drawn to it.
So, this morning I laid my head down for an extra 30 minutes of sleep after making breakfast for my husband. During this sleep, I thought I was awake:

I walked in the living room and saw my mother in law walk out the back door and she almost seemed panicked saying there was snow on the ground (in Texas in July). So I run to the door and she was right. The ground was covered in snow and ice. My son walks out and falls down the steps into the snow and runs to play. I look up and the moon is SO CLOSE. It was huge. So close I could pick out all the craters on it. Weird though, it was covered in snow and ice with a planet slightly behind and to the right of it. It wasn’t cold. The snow didn’t even feel cold. I just stared up at the clear sky, no clouds, just the moon covered in ice and the blue shaded planet.

When I woke up from my alarm going off, I couldn’t get Neptune out of my head. So I did some digging.
Turns out we are in retrograde of Neptune and in Pisces (I am Pisces)
And apparently one of Neptune’s moons (Triton) has geysers that have nitrogen instead of water, which freezes and covers the moon in ice.

Remind you, I didn’t know any of this previous to this dream.

Can anyone help me interpret this dream or what all of this means? I’ve been racking my brain all morning. I can feel like I’m being called or someone/something is reaching out to me but I can’t seem to find or hear it.

In the dream I was traveling with a group of female friends (don't know any of them irl). I was constantly comparing my self negatively to them and feeling like I should have things like them.

We went to a dance audition in what looked like a spacious metro cabin packed with many other girls. We were all standing near the walls and wearing white and had suitcases with us. Can't remember many details but I auditioned before my 'friends' where I was hung by a rope tied around my waist, I was feeling self concious because the judger was complementing me and wanted to give me a good role. I guess I wasn't confident enough that I 'deserve' it, like there was negative self talk that one my friends is probably better and she will land the role etc.. And it's true.. She landed the role and I got Neptune secondary role. I don't know why but the roles had names of stars. When I asked why, she gave me a reason I wasn't statisfied with like your suitcase was too heavy or something..

Then I was out in the streets with one of my younger brothers. I was in a bad mood because I didn't get the role, everything felt foriegn, and I was feeling anxious because I thought it was hard to survive, i.e. get money, food, place. We started walking different places, there was some wierd stuff that I can't remember... I think we were searching for food? And I wished I had prepared, like I should have bought food in the suitcase..

Lastly, we went upstairs in a building. I can't remember clearly... But I think I was trying to stop my brother the whole time because he was doing the wierd stuff.. This time we went to a place full of elderly people and I think he was looking around for food in their place while they watched. There's something I can't remember but someone said something along the lines of "you can't do this bad deed, or a crow/raven will eat the skin off your face and gouge your eyes out." Maybe I said it to my brother but I also feel like it was directed to me...

Literally, my dream felt like a movie.

I was with my dad, we were inside a house. I saw Neptune falling from the evening sky. Everything was gone. However, my dad and j survived. We got outside to discover these ugly creatures all over the place. It was demons for sure.

Nfsw:

From what I've only seen. I saw women who survived being made as s*x slaves, food, etc by the demons. Fuck......im sorry to add, even kids. They ate us. They could cook us like how we cook cake or something. They copied our human actions.

As soon as the demons set foot on our soils. All men got killed. All animals got killed. All women and kids got taken. The demons turned the place into a new world with a more fucked up system and agenda. Eventually, the whole world was affected. Later on, i discovered there were secret groups out there, with many survivors, all genders and ethnicities. I also discovered the demons replicated our human forms later on.

I killed one, i forgot how. I woke up soon after.

ThanKS tO mY DaD oPEnING tHE dOOR sO rOuGHLY MF

I had this dream last year, so my memory is sort of foggy.
I was in a small room in a line with thousands upon thousands of people. I was with my mother, my grandma, and a few other family members. There was a vending machine that gave us tickets to a ship to go to neptune. The vending machine was blue and purple and had Oberon (Or something like that) in big white letters.
Edit: I just remembered that Oberon was the name of the fairy king in Midsummer Nights Dream