What are wave dreams about?

i was on the beach driving my jetski, my phone rang and i answerd it was my dad, he told me to go to the blocks nearby becouse there was a sucidal woman, i went, the block was derteriorated half of the top  wasnt there, i climb as fast as possible to her apartament to find her standing against the guardrail of her balcony, luckly i talked her out of it, she got away from the guardrail and came closer to me, she hugged me tight, i remeber the red dress she was wearing, after that some men came and took her to a prison/phsyc ward, i went to broke her out, i got there and we met in the yard we talked our plan and made it happen the first time it didnt work but the seconth it did we were out our pants got ripped when jumping the wall, she looked down at her feet and saw a mark on her leg, it was like a pentagram not just a bruise or something, we got scared ao we went to a witch as i had one aswell, (i wake up after this and fall back asleep) i now find myself in a apartamnet crying, it was my mom aparrtament she asked me why i was crying and i told her, that i cant find my love the woman that i saved, she then took a beer can and used the sun to reflect light in her window, she came outside on the balcony and waved her hand, as fast as i seen that i was running down the stairs to get to her block my brother was also there and he did the same, i do not get to arive at  her block though, couse she did the same we met on the bridge, my real life real life crush was there, even tho she was there i run at the woman dressed in red hugging her thightly while shes doing the same, my brother hugs my real life crush,  this hurt me in a way but not so much becouse the woman dressed in red holds me thight as i do the same (everything goes black)  we find ourselves on a ship i think, me and the woman dressed in a red dress, we were fighting the men from the same organization that took her in the pshyc ward, we were in a room with 2 doors one in front of us and one lined with my sholder, i open the door at my side, it was dark inside it seemd like sonething was in the corner, scared, i close the door very fast, then she opens the foor in front of us, inside were  5 men armed with ak-47's (i think) four of the men ran and jumed off the ship in the water, the last man dashed to the room i opend previously i go after him pinning him to the ground and start hitting him with a "this way" arrow signs (i dont remember very good couldve aslo been a car license plate) i hit his neck multiple times wich decapitated him, i remember very well the blood staining the white fuzzy carpet that was in the room, as i mentioned earlier there seemd like there was something in the room, it was, there was a small dog that looked very much like my reallife dog named tina.

i wake up after this very mad about not being able to fall back asleep and continue my adventure with the woman in the red dress

A quick back story.

I am currently quitting alcoholic and have been getting support through AA due to alot of bad decisións and finally hitting rock bottom. I think my son is picking up on this as out time together lately has been amazing without my addiction been present.

My ex partner just messaged me saying that my son has a dream where we had gone to the beach and a big wave hit me.

He said that he was happy in the dream so I don't think it scared him, I just wanted to know the interpretation of this if anyone can help.

Thank you in advance.

I was having a weird dream to begin with and then me and the friends I was with who are people Idk irl or some random characters my mind made up, but we walked close to the beach like by pch in California by Santa Monica. Then a wave about 20 feet tall came then one 100+ feet tall bruh that woke me up so fast.
I’m already afraid of the big quake coming and a big tsunami with it 😖

So I'm just going to copy and paste what I wrote the moment I woke up at 3:00am from this.

"what the fuck just happened to me?

in my nightmare I was in my apartment with a couple people I don't know. I had taken shrooms and was just tripping throughout the night, then I saw the devil for a moment, full form, and he smiled and waved at me, very friendly - I was aware that I was tripping on shrooms but unaware that I was dreaming. All of a sudden I'm in front the house where I grew up. As I take my first step to cross the street toward the house, I see two cars coming from the right, speed pass by me. One of the cars is mine being driven by my cousin.. Everything happens in slow motion.. I see the cars super slowly go past me.. but all of a sudden, I'm in the air... then I'm on the ground with blood in my hands, my teeth are gone, I obliterated.

My own car hit me while they were racing. I'm in the air, slow motion i don't see anyone but i hear my mom's voice yelling "omg, omg, omg, Elijah's dead" and I remember thinking "wow...i'm gone..." and thinking that the DMT experience was about to kick in and I was about to have a spiritual experience.. I start floating above my body in peace then I woke up...scared, shaking, and crying. Now I can't sleep."

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When I was 7 years old and in the exact spot where I was about to cross the street. A man at the stop sign signaled for me to go ahead and he actually tried to run me over. Maybe it's related to trauma of some kind..

Hi

So, I already read upon dream interpretations. There's different meanings of scorpions and different meanings of the scorpions colour. My problem: the scorpions colour switched whilst I was trying to catch it in order to safe my family and also trying not to get stung myself.

Might anyone be so kind, trying to figure out what my subconscious self is telling me? Ask anything though, I'm an opened book.

It started yellowish, sitting on the wall. When it run towards me, it turned dark red. I ran away from it. fell downstairs whilst it was chasing me. Suddenly it was like black? But also had features I think in maroon? I was scared of it and it was quite aggressive towards me (running at me, waving its stingy thingy, trying to attack me) and I tried my best to get rid of it before it could get to my grandma.

Help.