What are caesarean section dreams about?

I had a dream that I was having a c-section, and IRL my daughter woke me up right as they were about to do the incision.

Then I fell back to sleep, and was pet sitting for my old neighbor. It was a hoarding case: ferrets, guinea pigs, cats and one dog whose face was a little off--like a cartoon face instead of a real do face. Then, my neighbor's son (who actually died many years ago IRL) helped me let all the animals out. It wasn't a good thing though, releasing these animals, because we just let them out into the house and the neighborhood. They were not safe. Then, the mom comes home, and she isn't mad, but now the animals are actually refried beans and all of this food we did not refrigerate. Felt lots of guilt over this wasted food.

Then, this house turns into a horror house. Lots of people crashing there who are also prisoners. People turn on one another and two groups are formed. I keep watching this scary movie that I don't want to watch, and when I finally turn it off one group goes upstairs to plan the murder of the most crazy depressed person. They are going to use my supplies to commit the crime, so I pack them up and try to leave. I don't have a plan, but as I leave, I wake up.

This dream was an interesting one I JUST woke up from, so please excuse me if my grammar is iffy.

I was playing a roblox-esq game with two of my freinds (fake people created just for the dream) and for the first part of the dream it was in a 1st person pov. It was a fps and it was just the three of us going around a house like building with no furniture and the front and back lawn.

I wasnt necessarily in control but I had my five senses. Whenever you got shot it felt like getting shot with a nerf bullet, once shot and you would have to respawn after usually 3 seconds.

Last part about the game was there was, as far as I know, there was in-game voice chat do we didn't need to use discord or the like.

While i was playing i suddenly stopped and sat down touching my stomach. I told my freinds something along the lines of "afk brb" and they responded "free kills while your gone!!"

I told myself, "im pregnant, im finally pregnant."

Now for some clarification. I'm a 19-year-old asexual, cisgender male. Although I'm rather feminine opposed to masculine. And I have NO intention in having children as of now. I am also rather large irl if that matters.

Back to the dream;

So im sitting rubbing my stomach, at this point the POV is semi over my shoulder, it usually stays like this for the rest of the dream if not looking directly at my, now very large, stomach. I then remember that my fake doctor told me. I have to drink these, for simplicities sake flower petals at this stage of the babies life.

I pull out the bag he gave me and start eating. They taste awful but i knew I had to do it.

My mom enters the room and reminds me that I **have** to eat the petals. I reassure her that I'm clearly doing so and I start asking her questions. Here they are and the responses in a quick fire.

How big is the baby? About the size of a my american girl doll

Why do I have to wat the petals? It keeps the baby calm, it also warms up the womb so you and the baby sweat more.

Can I get a C-section? No because the baby is too big for your penis and yes because it's too expensive, so you'll have a natural birth ☺☺☺

Was I a good baby in your belly? (No answer, as if she were an NPC in the game waitingg for my response)

Las thing I remember was a final shot of my stomach with an x-ray into the womb, the baby looked fine besides the fact that he was totally grey.

I woke up and for a second I felt a heavy sence of deppression because I knew my baby was dead (since Im not pregnant, i simply forgot why I wasn't pregnant.)

Thanks!!!

Any help interpreting my dream is much appreciated, google wasnt very helpful.

I dreamt that I was pregnant and in labour so my partner and I headed to the hospital, when I got there I realised I'd come too early and now he might not be able to come up to the ward with me. I decided I'd try and last as long as I could in the check in room, it basically a hallway with 10+ hospital beds.

Later on there were more women labouring with me and the nurse was coming around and wiping our vulvas. When she got to me there was a tinge of blood on mine so she wiped again and there was more. She said she needed to check inside. I told her I had an IUD and has regularly bleed during my pregnancy which my providers knew about and were fine with. I joked that I might not even be pregnant to which she replied 'I sure hope you are because I have no idea what else it is I could be feeling'. I remember touching my IUD strings and then helping her remove blood. The blood had large clots which had seeds in them. I dont remember now what type there were but maybe unshelled pumpkin seeds or sesame seeds as there were white. ((this part of my dream felt very real and the most significant))

She was a bit freaked out and said I needed to be taken up. I didnt know if this meant emergency c-section or just monitoring in the maternity ward. I recall being wheeled away in a chair and being scared that that might've been the last time I seen my partner.

I’m not pregnant, never been pregnant, nor am I even ready to get pregnant, but I have the worst baby fever. I already have my first son and daughter’s name picked out. So in my dream when I gave birth to a baby boy, I was calling him Finn in my dream. I breastfed him, held him skin to skin, and adored him. He never cried, and was always so content to be held. He was as tan as my stepfather (Italian) and my stepdad adored him. He kissed me on my forehead and I had baby Finn wave goodbye...this is not the relationship I have with my stepdad AT ALL. We’re not close. I asked my mom what happened during my birth as I didn’t remember. I tell her I don’t think I had a c-section as I think I would have remembered that, but I pulled down my waistband and saw one old and new c-section scar. I was disappointed; I want to have the experience of a “traditional” birth. My mom never really explained why I had a c-section or what happened during my birth.

I realize there are a lot of hormones at play still, so I’m trying to maintain perspective. I’ve had a recurring nightmare that shifts in its content, but not by much.

I’m sorry for the length, but I feel like context is important. TLDR at the bottom.

I’m a first time SAHM, and thanks to his father(he works 12 hours a day, 6 days a week), I’m able to spend all the time with my son while he’s newly arrived. I’m solely responsible for night wakes(he’s exclusively formula fed), all diapers, household chores, and the mental load is WILD. I had a complicated c section as he(partner. 36M) started a high demand position.

He’s recently started courting this girl that’s 12+ years younger than him. I say courting because he’s purportedly not slept with her or hooked up with her yet. This has been going on since LO was less than 2m old.

Would have been fine IF he had not lied to me about it and IF he was being responsible in the course of pursuing it. I get not being monogamous, that’s not a problem with me.

SO! to the NIGHTMARE.

I come home to a woman holding my son, naked, smiling at him. I walk in the door and she glares at me like I do not belong. Then she grins at me. Inhumanly wide grin-super creepy, and kisses our sons face.

I advance upon her, to take my son, and she DROPS HIM(hardwood floors) and laughs. I see that he is not okay. Blood everywhere already. He’s crying but it’s not normal. I lose my composure and grab her by the neck, and a very graphic physical fight ensues. Over my sons dying body.

I grab her and knee her in the face, and proceed to beat this girl to death with my bare hands.

My partner emerges and calls the police. He attacks and subdues me while I watch my son bleed to death, and the girl bleed out behind him. The police arrive and taze me while I’m on the ground. I end up in a police car, sobbing, knowing my son is dead and I just killed a girl.

I’m exhausted. This nightmare starts differently each time, but ends the same. It’s feeling like a vision at this point.

TLDR: New mom with too much stress and insecure relationship unalives a random girl at the risk of her own freedom and motherhood.