What are faire dreams about?

TW- CSA, very brief discussion

My grandpa passed away in January. In around August my aunt told me sexually abused me as a child when I asked. I kinda knew, deep down in my heart. Anyways I've talked about it before here so I'll keep it short.

In my dream he started out alive and sick like the last few years of his life. And then he died and was buried in the back yard. I said something in the dream about being uncomfortable about him being buried there.

Through the kitchen window I saw a little male fairy on his grave and the second I tried to show my grandma is disappeared but there was like ten cats hanging out and sitting on his grave.

I got a text from another one of my aunts (married into family, no longer aunt, havent seen in so long) and it was "ghost orbs" from the other room. When I zoomed in on these orbs they changes shaped and kinda.. idk I would actually have to draw it to explain it. Anyways I got really freaked out, I use to be super scared of ghosts as a kid, like abnormally scared.

I kept taking pictures as well. I went to go pee before I went to bed and there was another fairy, this time female and she said something that scared me I can't remember. This dream was really blurry.

I asked to sleep in my aunts room with her and she said yes.

I am so confused about what this all could mean.

Hey everyone!

I'm fairly new to having an actual account on Reddit, but I've used it for years to search for answers or peruse.

**Basically,** I'm just posting in here to see if anyone else is an experienced lucid dreamer, and wants to help motivate each other to take those skills to the next level.

I'm willing to help someone unlock their lucid dreaming abilities as well, if you're not very experienced, but it can sometimes take weeks if you're not accustomed to an "otherworldly" way of thinking. Anyone who can't suspend their disbelief in supernatural abilities will not be of much use in this thread, I'm afraid.

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For a bit of a background in my own experience, I first became lucid in a dream back in 2014, when I was 17 years old. I spent that entire summer sleeping in to get more hours logged in dreamtime. I have dozens of full recounts of spiritual encounters, epic battles, and strange worlds from that summer alone.

This won't seem all that uncommon for someone who has studied LD for quite a while.

My most accomplished feats so far have been meeting a personal spirit guide and one of my previous incarnations, meditating in a dream consciously, and a connection with Mother Earth and Father Time.

I'm more of a fan of DILD (dream-induced) myself, but WILD does work for me as well.

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**Who I'm looking for is someone who wants to attempt to connect in the dream world, practice daily, and eventually move into full astral-projections through the dream state. (My time zone is EST, as that may be of significance for training.)**

I have been out of active practice for a bit, with the current world situation, but it's time I refocus that energy into dreaming again.

I'm completely open to any other experiments or assertions you'd like to test.

I'm a 24 year old male from Canada.

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Ideally, would like to connect with fans of anime or sci-fi for similar shared experiences, should our training progress that far.

(Hunter x Hunter, Fairy Tail, My Hero Academia, Seven Deadly Sins, Naruto, Avatar The Last Airbender and Legend of Korra, Doctor Who, Star Wars, Magic the Gathering, The Flash, Spiderman, Doctor Strange, are some of the most influential media for me.)

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Also, feel free just to share any of your coolest dream experiences! Feel free to brag as much as you want :D

My dream was really eerie. It was a long dream, I remember having thoughts in it etc.

It started in a forest where I got to a clearing (I think I was with my daughter who is 9 but I’m not sure), and in this clearing which is hazy and otherworldly there is a full circle rainbow floating in the middle of it.

Now this sounds lovely but it made me feel unsettled. I left the forest and went back home, which was in a house that bordered the forest.

I somehow got a message that Fae (fairies but they called themselves Fae) had decided that my child was now theirs and they would be coming to get her. I was frightened and told people but realised that I sounded crazy.

I was dismissed by police and then went home. It was evening and I got a sense that I should go down to my basement. In my basement there was a door that I opened and it was pure white fuzziness behind the door but I got a sense that something evil was in there, and even though I really wanted to go in (it looked nice, like heaven or something) I knew that if I did the ‘evil thing’ would get me.

And so I went back upstairs and just waited. And I knew that because the Fae had picked me and my child I would just be on guard all my life trying to protect her.

That’s it. It really disturbed me. It was the beautiful images (hazy forest, circle rainbow, white heaven place) juxtaposed with the dread that got me.

So I had this strange dream last night where I was like a ghost or something watching some people have sex. Why I say I felt like a ghost I can't interact with anything in the dream nor does anyone noticed or interact with me, I'm just...there.

Earliest part I can remember in the dream I'm floating around in some old Victorian style mansion, elaborately decorated with vintage furniture and such, at night in the dark, you know the type that looks like it would be in a horror movie.

I eventually find myself in a bedroom where I see a woman lying there in lingerie on her bed. A pale, brunette looks like she's in her early twenties, with a nice ass and beautiful smile. She gets up out of the bed and starts primping and preening in front of a large vanity in the room when suddenly someone knocks on the door and she drops what she's doing and bolts to the door to answer it.

And when she opens the door I see this huge, black bodybuilder looking guy with dreads and a long beard step in the room. The lady is ecstatic and runs up to embrace him before sliding him a few gold coins. She says something to him not sure what, as she has an extremely thick Slavic accent.

They waste no time and start kissing and he's slapping her ass and stuff, and this leads to some foreplay and eventually full-on hardcore doggystyle sex on the bed.

At this point I was wishing I was that dude, and for what felt like only a few seconds I did become the guy and got some 1st person PoV action but then all of a sudden I'm back just watching them. Then I start questioning myself, why am I invisible in someone's bedroom watching them have sex? How did I get here?

This is when things get weird, the girl starts yelling for him to go harder, "treat me like your little whore" (actual quote from dream), and such, and then she makes a weird request for the guy to rip her throat open with his teeth and drink her blood. The guy first ignores it and keep doing his thing but she keeps persisting and begging for him to do it. Guy gets annoyed and tells her "I'm not into that weird stuff".

Then all of a sudden the guy's eyes start glowing and catch fire and his teeth turn sharp and shark-like. He pulls her hair and whispers in her ear something about he's not into that because, if he drained her dry, she would turn and would have to live through the pain that he lives through everyday, but if she wants he can make her into his blood whore as he drains a little bit everyday. And yeah that doesn't make sense to me either but I'm guessing he's a vampire?

After this the lady gets mad and pushes him off and she starts rapidly aging and growing taller, eventually turning into some 7 - 8ft tall skinny granny with solid black eyes and long black Rapunzel like hair that envelopes the room. Portals open up all around the guy and fiery tentacles emerge from the black pits ensnaring the guy, squeezing his arms and legs so tight the guy actually starts screaming in agony. He fought hard but despite how strong he looked the tentacles effortlessly held him down.

He screams out calling her a witch before a tentacle shoves its way, into his mouth preventing him from saying anything and then she tells him in a thick slavic accent that she will make him into her personal sex slave forever, and he will love her.

While all of this is happening I do catch a glimpse of what appears to be a tiny glowing Fairy woman like Tinkerbell except with dark skin and an afro also watching the scene while munching on a tiny bag of something before noping out of there.

The lady then decides to start doing her hair in the mirror while the guy is naked suspended by some tentacles and she starts talking to herself, saying strange things about power, parallel universes, quantum mechanics and then she snaps her fingers and a blackness engulfs everything.

I'm now in space watching the stars, adrift, above the Earth's orbit and I notice there is a hard shell surrounding the Earth and my alarm goes off and I wake up.

I must have had the Eragon books somewhere in the back of my head, because in my dream I was riding on the dragon Sapphira, and then we linked minds like in the books and I saw everything through the dragon's eyes. We dove, spun, and flapped our wings to travel through the air. It was also a beautiful night at a huge pond where elves were swimming, and the world was illuminated by the northern lights and stars in the sky. It wasn't as exciting as it could have been since I could still feel my own human body laying in bed, but it was still a glorious experience right out of a fairy tale.