What are Ireland dreams about?

(I’m American) it started with me walking in a garden in Ireland in the late afternoon, I was picking vegetables and a dark green katydid landed on my hand. I pet it and it hung out for a bit before flying off. I then stared at the sun and my dream transitioned to me being in space, on a spaceship, traveling away from earth. I was in a spacesuit out on the deck with my friend, and he was singing a song. The only lyrics I can remember were

“hundreds of miles away, we leave the earth, for the frontier is our home”.

What the fuck does this dream mean??
Please tell me

So for starters im from Ireland as some of the places won't make sense. Anyway, I had a very strange dream last night and I'm struggling with it. It started off with me and this girl I've had this wildest thing for hooking up. From here on out there's a running theme in the dream that each time I look at my phone I've missed a call, whether it be my boss from work, a friend, my dad or an ex partner. The dream then changes from me fucking to me in my old student digs in the holylands in Belfast. But it wasn't other students living there, it was my youngest brother, who's 18, and my mum. Anyway mum's rushing around getting him ready for something. So when he's ready we go outside into the street and he gets into the back seat of a taxi. But the taxi he was getting into was with this girl who lived beside me and was the same age as me at school, I'm ten years older than him, but she died in a car accident aged 17. Anyway I started asking "why's he going with you" and she said "don't worry il take good care of him". Then next thing I'm in my room rolling a joint when I hear a bang outside and I rush to see that the girl is dragging him out of car and his knees are bust open, he can't walk. I think the taxi crashed but then I see an IRA man running for it so it's intimated that he's been kneecapped but kneecapped from the car crashing? I'm really confused at this point. The dream then jumps to me sitting in my room flicking through my mobile phone and I'm on this thing called "rate my place" anyway I come across this place where this girl is complaining about her gaffe on it but it's amazing. Her parents have created this incredible home for her so I decided that I'd go there to show her how beautiful it was. I get to the house but there's stairs leading up to the house. The stairs go soo high I have to walk through clouds. When I finally get to the top and enter the house the mother is standing in the corridor and asks "who are you" so I try to explain but when I go on my phone there's no such thing as "rate my place". So I look crazy and the daughter enters the room and the mother calls "999" for the police. I then say I'm going to leave and I'm sorry for the stress. When I get to the bottom of the stairs I'm trying to reach my car but someone's dogs on a leash are approaching me. They are really aggressive dogs and are just about being held back by this man's rope but others start gathering around and saying "let them do what they want to him" and I'm just begging them to let me go to my car. One dog bites me and I wake up.
Can anyone help me with this one?

Id a dream thay biden nukes ireland to farm its natueral rescources by glassing irelands saharah dessert located in leinster.

We became a military state that got bombed almost every day and noxious gasses were released to teraform the dessert, years passed and the dessert turned to water.
My parents left in the begining, ditching me to go to cork. i reckon my sister died, never heard from them again.

And then all my friends i had, by friends i mean the people i lived with. And by live i mean we slept underground out of fear we'd be bombed. They all ended up dying.

Then there was some sort of infection spreading like a mind control that would have people throw themselves in the water to kill themselves, i believe i lost two of my original group from this. Then the military killed alot of people in a town that was like a large hill in the water area. I think its becuase people rebeled against the mind control trance that was clearly put on us to cut down our population.

After all this i think i met 2 girls at 2 different stages on was inteligent and knew how to survive nukes that were set off super close to us. The other was a rebel against the american invaders and i attemped to join but she didnt want me to join.

Then we ended up on a small peice of land that got hit with the smallest nuke of all time. That cracked the ground and set to peice we were on out to sea.

And a new tiny ireland was created.

Any interpretations are welcome!

Things worth mentioning beforehand:
I have struggled with depression for most of my life. I have not had suicidal thoughts in years, and I’m not currently suicidal. I am also a therapist who previously worked with suicidal, homicidal, and psychotic patients on an inpatient unit. So I’m not sure if this dream means something about me or if it’s just another dream influenced by my line of work.

Resources are available at the bottom of this post!

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Dream:
Basically, the dream started off with me laying in the bathroom floor with a noose around my neck. I didn’t see anything leading up to this point, but I knew it had been impulsive. I knew because as I was laying there, I began thinking of all the things I wish I would have gotten rid of before attempting, and I began internally criticizing myself for not getting rid of things that I didn’t want others to see. As I’m thinking about these things, I became suddenly aware that I was dying and fading away. There was a sudden weird feeling throughout my body when this happened, and everything went dark.

The next thing I remember is I’m living my life in a city, walking around. I’m not happy, I’m not sad, I’m just indifferent. All of a sudden, something just clicks, and instinctively, I go to the rooftop of a high building. There’s another person up there contemplating suicide, and I start feeling like I’m meant to kill myself with him. He’s hesitating and pacing, trying to figure out if he’s making a mistake. I still feel indifferent but somehow confident in the decision I’m about to make.

I walk to the edge and slip a noose around my neck. I look back at the man to show him that I’m waiting for him. The suicidal man asks what I’m doing. I respond, “exactly what I’m supposed to be doing,” and step off the ledge. While I’m falling, I’m wondering when the rope is going to provide tension and then I start wondering if I’ll hit pavement instead. As I hit the pavement, I’m suddenly back in the bathroom, laying in the floor with a noose around my neck. I don’t feel any pain and I’m surprisingly calm. I’m simply waiting to die. I get the same sudden weird feeling throughout my body that’s telling me I’m going to die. I’m becoming weak, I’m starting to fade, and I start feeling like something isn’t right.

I begin grabbing the rope with what little strength I have left, and I try to loosen it. I’m struggling and I see scissors on the counter, so I grab them and continue to try to get the noose off of me. I succeeded in getting it off, and I sat up, feeling content. That is where my dream ended.

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Resources:
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Call 1-800-273-8255
suicidepreventionlifeline.org
There is a web chat feature on their website

Crisis Text Line
US & Canada: Text HOME to 741741
UK: Text HOME to 85258
Ireland: Text HOME to 50808

The Trevor Project (crisis lines for LGBTQIA+)
Call 1-866-488-7386
Text START to 678678
thetrevorproject.org
There is also a web chat feature on their website

Depending on where you live, a mobile crisis response team may be available. They are often through community mental health agencies. They can speak to you over the phone or come to your location if needed. They can help de-escalate you or a loved one as well as locate services for you, whether it’s hospitalization, outpatient therapy, or other referrals.

If at any point you feel that you are a danger to yourself and other, go to your nearest emergency room.

I was walking around my city and as I live in Ireland there’s a lot of very old castles, churches ans other medieval buildings just chilling everywhere with no other purpose but to just preserve history.

I decided to enter this quaint little church and got a scare when I saw a woman at the other end of a hallway looking at me, so scared I decided to quickly leave. But as I was at the door an old woman wearing a big black cloak with a hood came running in, asking me to follow her as she needed my help.

She brought me to where I saw the woman, we turned a corner and she removed a single brick from the wall revealing this huge, dark, spiralling tunnel which seemed to lead to the abyss, the walls, floor and roof made of roots. The woman was walking down the tunnel, looking back with her hand reaching for help but not attempting to actually turn back. No facial expressions. I lean in and forcefully drag her out.

But as i pull her into me she turns into this thing, a torso and head of a human baby but it’s arms and legs are made of twigs/roots and they are gradually growing and wrapping around me very tightly. I wake up before I found out any more.

Any interpretations are extremely appropriated, this one had me very confused.