What are South Africa dreams about?

This is going to be a little disjointed because I'm a little fuzzy on some of the finer details, but I felt really weird and panicked after waking up from this one (and still do). It was the most vivid dream I've had for nearly a decade and the first one I remember with some clarity upon waking in the same time frame. I'm also writing from mobile, so I apologise for any formatting errors.

I was floating above the planet in some sort of weird space station type place. It looked more like a mixture of a house, laboratory and military installation with big sliding doors between the sections. I was on board with a dad and daughter (wjo was between 7 and 10 or so), who were kinda civilian? There were also some lab people and a military person they communicated with via a face-time like programme.

In the military section there are 3 massive nuclear bombs being loaded into a rack-like contraption. At first only two are loaded but after a heated discussion (I didn't hear any details, I just "knew" what was going on) the lab people load the last one onto the rack. For dome reason, I know they're to be dropped on S.Africa and a handy map is provided on the wall with a target reticule locked over the country. For some reason these 3 bombs are supposed to be big enough to destroy everyone on the planet if they're dropped specifically on South Africa (dream logic amirite?)

There are some false starts with the lab people arguing with the dad for some reason. I recall thinking that the lab people wanted no part in the destruction of all the people on the planet. A few days(?) pass and the lab people vanish, leaving just me and the dad and daughter on board with the two of them not knowing I was there (I am never acknowledged by anyone on board). They go to bed in the house-like section where its more like being on earth with a proper day-night cycle and a nice view of a garden with a pool out of a 'window'. I'm the one that wanders to the military section and I press the release and watch the carnage from a handy curtained window. The whole thing looks like a movie scene where I'm watching the sky light up from near ground zero. I close the curtain and go back to the house section of the station. The dad and daughter wake up to 'watch the show' and are fascinated by it, while I watch, totally creeped out. The daughter asks about the people on the planet as nuclear fire races over the entire globe (looking way more like an asteroid impact, but whatever) but the dad says to go back to sleep.He tucks the daughter into bed and kisses her on the forehead and tells her that he's sorry.

After everything is all over, I'm suddenly in the house-station by myself watching the aftermath like some sort of weird real-time documentary. I wake up not too long into it feeling freaked out.

I figured sharing this would help get some of the images and feelings out (the visuals weren't *too* disturbing but I'm still a little unnerved by them).

So this would be classified as a daydream rather than an unconscious dream. Avoid reading any further if your squeamish.

I have experienced this two or three times before when I was idle and not really focused but rather spaced out. I tend to stare at the calves of my legs and the first time when I was in university I would imagine my calves are vetkoek (in South Africa this is dough filled with mince) and would imagine myself eating it.

Today I was sitting in my brothers bedroom with nothing to do, and I literally imagined myself cutting off my calves and putting them on the fire and grilling them like meat and eating them.

I feel like such a weirdo haha. But do you think this means anything, or is it simply my boredom making me see these creepy images.

My dream started of with me driving around my city trying to head back home. I took the wrong turn and got lost, so I got out of the car and asked someone directions to my neighborhood. He invited me into his house but I declined, then he grabbed me and pulled me into his house and locked the door. He would keep pulling me closer and touching me. It felt so disgusting and uncomfortable. Although I don’t remember being raped in the dream, I do remember asking the captor “what if I get pregnant?” Even writing this now makes me feel sick to my stomach. I had a deep feeling of dread that id be held captive for years like the articles I read on the news, stories of women being held captive for years, raped and abused. These feelings felt so real in my dream. Somehow I got the chance to use a phone and texted my older brother to send the police. I couldn’t send my location and the captor had just come back so I quickly hid the phone. At that moment I felt like I lost all hope. A while later a police force of women appeared and saved me. I was so happy and relieved and wanted to get out as fast as I could. The surprising part was when my childhood friend from South Africa appeared and told me it was thanks to South African detectives that I was found. Seeing her made me feel safe. I woke up with a throbbing headache and even after a few days I still feel disgusted when I remember this dream.

I dreamed that I walked through this German town. It was foggy and there were red rooved houses.

I dreamed that I was with some women on a boat in stormy waters and we attempted to reach a castle, but as we approached it, it collapsed in a very dramatic way, as if there was some earthquake.

Then it was like time was reversed because the castle stood tall as if it had never collapsed. I saw the castle as well on a map that was in a corner of the country I was in. I believe it was my own country South Africa, but the geography didn't fit and it felt more like a European country.

There was a throne made of white bathroom tiles and the queen sat on it. She was a rather petite queen with red hair, reminded me of the red queen in Alice in Wonderland but her head wasn't that big. Later on I sat next to her and I was her official administrator. I was very happy to serve my queen.

I think it could point to my ex girlfriend from a long time ago, but I'm not sure because we didn't have a good relationship, yet in my dream I had a great relationship with the queen. It could also point to the fact that I tend to be attracted to strong, powerful women in my life, whether they are my friend or my partner. I am also close to my mother, though I don't see her as domineering.

When I was young, my dream was to be a teacher,

But unexpectedly became an entrepreneur

I started from elementary school until the freshman year, this idea about me has never changed

During the university summer vacation with classmates, they came from South Africa, the United Kingdom, the United States and South Korea. We plan to live in Africa. It was because of this trip that I began to slowly change my original dream. All these changes happened during the journey. Some of us went to Liberia in Africa, where I saw people living where they lived. They had a hard time. They have no financial resources. They have no food. Many children feel hungry because they cannot get food supplements. The dead and sick are not treated because they don’t have the money to go

See a doctor.

I have always believed that being a teacher can help children use their knowledge to escape their fate, but when I met them in Liberia, they changed my mind. How can children go to school if they can’t even solve the most basic food and clothing? They don't even have complete clothes.

After going through this experience, when I returned to school, I kept thinking about whether becoming a teacher can really help children in difficult situations better. If this only solves their learning problems, they will not even get enough food and clothing. So I thought about it for a month, and I already had an answer, which is to make a change, choose a new profession, and realize my new dream, so as to better help those in difficult situations.