What are parasite dreams about?

Hi, this is my first time posting here. I am a white, half German half American, 20 year old female. I am in my second year of college and have great strain with my family as I grew up in a home with alcohol and child abuse. Most things dont scare me but I do have a severe phobia of parasites and maggots. Now for my nightmare. I was naked in a room with all of my family whom were clothed and just staring at me with blank expressions. Small worms started creeping in and out of every orifice of my body including my eyes, ears, and privates. I screamed and tried to pull them out desperately but they just kept coming and no one would help me. This has been causing me anxiety all day and thought this might help give me closure, thank you.

So I had this dream awhile back. The basic way to describe this dream is I was a fully conscious single celled organism. I would consume similar organisms to myself and overall i was living a content life. What made this dream concerning was when i had consumed enough similar celled organisms to grow aware of the fact that i was living inside of a different organism that was also alive.

My host, so to speak, was significantly larger than i was. Regardless, i still found ample food to live and my presence didn't infringe on my host's ability to survive. I was happy and so was my host.

Now what scared me was when i realized, i was not the only thing consuming resources from my host. There was something else. Something bigger. Something significantly more hostile and volatile than myself consuming everything in my host. And while i made an effort to ensure i only ate things that were my size and incapable of harming my host this thing deliberately ate things to harm our host.

It eventual outgrew me. Since my diet was similar organisms to me i never truly did damage. Since this thing ate whatever was in it's way it wasn't long before it was consuming bits of organs from my host's body creating irreparable damage. It was killing my host. And it was still growing. Larger than i was. Big enough to burrow tunnels throughout my host's cardiovacular system. It left nothing but desolation to whatever it touched.

The dream ended with me realizing this thing had killed my host. The being that provided everything to me. And now this thing was hungry and i was the next largest thing in this ecosystem that could give it nourishment.

so in this dream i had to use the toilet. i felt a really sharp pain in my stomach and when i had to use the bathroom, it wasn’t shit that came out, it was three squids. they came out with dark inky liquid and resembled a giant squid, these thing immediately began to die because it was a parasite that lives inside the stomach, i know this because i was freaking out that these things lived inside my belly, and a doctor came to tell me that these eat feces or whatever. and then he reached down into the toilet and grabbed the squids and popped each of their eyeballs, and said, if you don’t crush their eyeballs, they will crawl into the sewer, reproduce and climb back up your anus in your sleep. will someone please explain what the fuck kind of dream this is? it was so bizarre and looking back it sounds kinda funny but seriously, what does it mean?

Warning! This can make your skin crawl! It was a few days ago when I had a really disturbing dream. I saw something moving and pulsating beneath the skin of my right arm. In my dream I'm able to see through the skin and muscles, the creature looked like a white caterpillar. I didn't feel anything at first, but the more I observe, the more I feel the sensation of how it moves. It made my heart skipped a beat and was already panicking, but I forced myself to calm down. To my horror, there are more of them inside my body tearing away my flesh, drinking blood, and defecating. I saw some of their eggs, and there's also something crawling in my internal organs. My condition is getting worse yet I'm unable to feel the pain. I feel so confused and shocked, I couldn't keep my composure any longer. Then I realized that I'm dreaming and the dream ended just like that. I wonder what could this possibly mean.

Just needed to post about idk.