What are Spain dreams about?

Dream: I dreamed, that i was spanish, with black long hair, and had a female french short blond haired lover(she was looking androgynous). We went together to school and had some stuff going on, in the bathroom. (sex)
Then the CIA was looking for russian spys in the school at night and I came out of the bathroom. I said to them: yeah we are not russians
They wanted to kill us anyway, even if we weren't Russian, so my lover gave me speed pills(mint green) and I took them and ran as fast as I could and ended up in spain.
There I was kind of a god and feeded the fish with pasta and went with a small boat home.

Information about me: I am straight and have a bf, never took any drugs other than weed, and I am swiss/german with blond/brown hair.
I have a really big imagination, ideas are literally popping 24/7 in my mind

What could this dream mean?

Hello friends, I hope you can help me out deciphering something.
I had a dream last week that I moved to Madrid (I love Spain and if I were to move anywhere in the world, it would be there).
I went there without telling anyone, didn't even quit my job in my home country.
I went to the apartment and my best friend since early childhood was there. She was working home office stuff and was there a few days prior. In my dream it was an enormous apartment. It had a lot of couches and beds. I was calculating about my current salary, my rent, how I would be quitting my job once I found something in Madrid and so on. I was feeling excited and brand new, yet so many responsibilities. But it didn't matter. I was doing it.
I went out on two balconies, both sides of the apartment facing huge highway-like roads. We were very high above, with the city visible behind. I was conteplating a lot while looking at the city.
My friend was showing me a supermarket, she opened a door in the apartment and she was like, there it is. A huge supermarket in the apartment.

I am 28, female, Pisces.

Would this have a special meaning?

Alright this ones a bit fucked up so bear with me.

It started in a field, there was two lines, one for “normal criminals” and one for “lawbreakers” I noticed men women and children in both lines but noticed the one for norms were being treated a lot better, I tried to sneak across but decided against it after seeing friends in the “lawbreaker” line, looking back on it, I should’ve hid.

I yelled goodbye to a family member in another line before we were brought down a tight wooden corridor, I could here a few babies and children crying.

I was sat down in a “monkey chair” that stretched out my arms and legs to the point where they hurt, the wire that stretched it out heated up, leaving burns in my skin, then I was electrocuted, during this they were asking questions I couldn’t hear the words of, they stuck a syringe into my neck and knocked me out.

When I woke up they made me crossdress and preform in a military parade chanting something, after that I was knocked out again with a syringe in the neck, this repeated multiple times.

In the last use of the monkey chair I was shown a map, I could make out “Europa” which made up Italy, south France Spain and the balkans and “Albion” which made up Ireland, something was said about “alliances in the Great War”, not sure which war but I was asked “so why are they working with them”. After this I was knocked out again.

This time I was on a boat without a paddle or anything (quite literally up a creek without a paddle) with something playing over speakers, at the end I was met with some type of bearded mannequin and asked questions the last one being along the lines of “why do we do this, why are we here?” I answered with “to serve the party” thinking I could try and act like I was agreeing, I was zapped and told, by the mannequin with its radio man voice “NO! We are here to make an example!” I was dropped into a box filled with water and sour rounded by crabs and lobsters as I began to drown, I woke up as I was torn apart.

Now what the fuck was that about?

(This dream was on the 17th of July 2020)

**Real-life context:** 10 years ago, I was living in Spain and I went on a date with a Spanish guy and it was awful, I was really into drawing at the time and he told me he knew a place where we could take a class and then have a drink, but he did not had anything prepared, he just show me the place and we went to a terrible coffee store and out of nowhere he takes a banana out of his pocket and tells me he has the banana just to see how people react. (and many other things happened)

Before, the date I told him that I might leave early because I had a bad feeling about him... So, during the date, I told him that I had a birthday party and I needed to leave. And he was very angry and told me that he took a train to see me blah blah but I did not care, and I left.

**Dream:** I am again on the date with this guy and the same place we had the date, but in the dream I can remember how bad he reacted when I rejected him, so I decided that it was better to tell him that I'm going to the bathroom and just escape. I started running like my life depends on it. I run and run until I see the sea (Which it was impossible in real life). I see a small store where they sell juices, and its a family run business and they are from my country too, I feel safe. This old couple has a son of my age, and we instantly connect (romantically) and he help me hide.

Then, I am with him and my best friend talking, and I see my cellphone and I have soooo many texts from the guy I ran away. And I feel very bad because he was writing to me things like "hey I already have a table, do you want something to eat?" and then "hey I already ordered us some drinks" and then him getting angrier and angrier. and a lots of emojis...

So, I tell them what should I do, and my best friend tells me to say sorry and say some excuse. And I tell her maybe I should tell him that I saw my ex and I couldn't control myself.

What do you think?

Hey,

New to this sub as you can probably tell😂years ago I had a few episodes of sleep paralysis, sometimes due to drug use. Slowed that, mostly stopped it intact even much so recently as two months ago I had a huge car accident that wasn’t my fault. I’m also mega stressed at my job and I had a really weird dream, I’ll just be straight honest about it. (Just woken from it)

We were driving down a weird road in Spain when a metric ton of seasoning (yes, seasoning, like salt, paprika etc) came out of the car and caused and accident. Loads of cars crashed including ours but I got out (as i did in my real accident) and was simply messaging another manager on Teams from work who is female, and we fell out about something. She said something about me being too sexual with her over work messages, and then a friend messaged on the work messenger too with pictures of his tongue which really freaked me out. He’d had like a weird type of surgery to fix his teeth but had needles etc connected to his tongue.

I work in IT security and quickly after all the other profile pictures on the messenger started to turn to the same as the picture my friend had sent, but with other colleagues faces. When this happened i was half awake and managed to wake up but I still believed it was all true. I’m trying to piece together what’s caused all of this.

I’m guessing the car accident is a direct result of my accident in real life, I can’t for the life of my think what seasoning has to do with this at all. I’m going to Spain Saturday, perhaps this has something to do with that part. The tongue bit is the worst though, I have no idea what this is about. Everyone’s profile pictures changing did make me think my work account had been compromised; I work an IT security role and am fairly high up and it’s one of my biggest fears this happening. I’d likely lose my job if I caused. A breach through my account

Am I looking into this too deep? Did any of this mean anything? I am stressed with work but the minute but went to sleep I was fairly happy. Need reassurance really more than anything or to try make sense of wtf just happened.