What are afterlife dreams about?

So I kinda don't want to die now. There's a chance I'm wrong and the afterlife is real, if so, I'm definitely going to hell, and I might have gotten a taste of what that'd be like. Worst dream of my life (and I've woken up screaming at dead brothers over stupid forgotten fights) was last night. I broke a "reality stabilizer/creator thing" in my dream and everything went straight to shit. Like radioactive interstellar insanity shit. Imagine a bad trip on six hits of acid only it's not just your inner monologue and perception of reality that's horribly fucked and constantly shifting, it's reality itself twisting into depraved horrific possibilities, then resetting just as fast. I watched myself die horribly at my own hands. I honestly don't want to go to sleep tonight. Looked up this reddit just to say something to someone. WTF....

I ‘woke up’ in a house on the porch, alone on a field and it felt super real, I looked around and then I saw this person coming to me, they welcomed me and offered to tell me everything.

I died and was reincarnated but my body and face was exactly the same, they explained to me that in every life I lived my face stayed the same that’s because it’s how my soul looked.

They also went on to explain how I can take up a free slot for now if I wish to be reincarnated again, as there’s a woman pregnant with a girl right now in Paris and if not I can wait for another or I can stay in the field forever. In my one of my lives I was called Mia and in another I was an artist. They told me they couldn’t let me access those memories as some of my existences were painful and traumatic and they wouldn’t want to burden me with them now.

They also went on to say how there is no heaven or hell, simply this what I’m existing in now, everyone has a different variation and mine was to be surrounded by nature and live alone (as I wished for this for years irl)

Some details are extremely fuzzy but this is the best I could do.

It begins with me overlooking a deep pit which I know to be the gate between universes, I am preparing for a large battle. I  am me, not a hero or anything just me. I enter deep into the pit with glowing lava all around and summon heroes from other universes to assist in the battle. We then exit the pit to another pit where they are able to power up. One becomes powered up then the battle begins. Huge scope thousands of heroes fighting, massive destruction all around. Then one of the strongest enemies arrive, I am assisting the heroes to become stronger when we see the enemies have taken over the area. The enemy is near and I get attacked. Then I wake up in a house. I am with someone, I dont know who. I ask where I am. He tells me that I’m dead and this is where im staying as a ghost basically. I didn’t want to die so I had a plan in mind. As I was about to leave the building (on a hill, single room, two couches front door) As I’m about the leave the building  my mom opens the door and walk in. My heart sinks as I know this means my mom died. She says hello and I ask what happens, she doesnt answer. I run out the door. I run down the hill and see where I am, near my school (not my actual school but a representation) I run and run and end up in the field behind the school, hundreds of students and people are there. I walk through the area and nobody acknowledges my presence. I then come across some students tossing a football. One is standing there sadly holding the ball, in the distance is a fenced in area, to protect students as this is where the battle occurred. I try to grab the football out of his hand and am suprised that I’m able to grab it. The people around look up in suprise as I’ve appeared out of thin air basically. I ask the student “can you see me, can you hear me” they say “yes” It’s clear they don’t know who I am. I give them the ball and run off towards the fenced area, behind the fenced area you can see some of the destruction of the battle. But much of it is repaired. I approach the fenced in area and walk though one of the closed gates. This is when I came across some of my friends from the school. I approach from behind and say one of their names. “Nate?” I ask and they turn around, visibly sad looking. Then they notice me. The look on their face says it all. I feel a chill down my spine as they recognize me. I walk through and see dozens of faces I know as they’re getting picked up by their parents. They all look at me shocked looking. I walk into the tent and come across who I was looking for, I think the people I know are behind me following me. I find who I was looking for Doctor Strange. I break down saying “ I dont want to die, I have so much I want to do, I’m not even 18, please, help me.” He then says to me, with a shocked look on his face “Blake? Why are you here?” I say “I dont want to die” Then his face relaxes, which is reassuring to me. He says “you’re lucky your will to live has allowed you to remain, if you didnt fight your death you would have rose into the afterlife. He then takes my hand and restores me to the world of the living. He then says “welcome back, I’ve repaid my debt to you.” I then was about to ask about my mother when I felt a tap on my shoulder, it was the people who followed me. Many of them were in tears and many crowded me hugging me. We were all crying. Then I realize I have a phone on me and this is when I learn 2 weeks had passed since the battle. Then I woke up

Had a dream yesterday night about a god and can’t find out what god this must’ve been, or maybe I made it up lol.

I met him in a abyss in the night sky with shallow waters and low mountains and a starry sky, it kind of was like an afterlife but not heaven kind of thing, not earth in any case.

He had dark looking skin, almost navy, fiery gold eyes and I think gold hair but can’t remember. I thought it must’ve been Anubis at first but he didn’t have a dog head. Ideas?

So I have this weird dream about dying that I would like to share with reddit.

The dream kind of starts off with me being in a bus accident and dying with a bunch of other people Then we were all waiting in this medieval looking room with two doors and large round tables. I was sitting at the top table with these random people and one was a cute gay looking chick. I was like hey do you want to find a back room to make out in? She acted kinda stuck-up like we just died and we are waiting to be judged and that's what you want to do? Then someone peaks out one of the doors and yells "next three for judgment in heaven!" So four of us instantly jumped up. I hate waiting for things and that's why I got up. But after I saw the others I was like y'all go ahead. I dont even want to go in there with a bunch of pretentious christians. And then I go sit at the other table. At this table , one of my friends was there and she was kinda up set about dying. After a short wait, the other door opens and is like "taking one for judgment in hell!" My friend gets up and starts to walk in and I was like girl don't you dare. You are the nicest sweetest person I know. Go sit by the other door and go to heaven as you should. So I take her place and step up for my judgment in hell.

When I go in and this demon is like you have to step into the lava. it will be as hot at as deserve it to be. So I was scared because I thought it was about to be painful and she kind of pushes me in. Then I was like oh this is nice. It was like perfectly warm and it felt really nice. And I just kept sinking into the lava. And while I was there I thought about all of my regrets in life and the people I hurt but the lava didn't get any hotter. Then after a really long time and after I thought that I was just going to stay in hell forever, after I accepted it and thought it was a nice afterlife I got yanked out. The demon said that I wasn't bad enough to be in hell. But my clothes were all burned off and I was naked and I was confused because the lava wasn't hot. But it was because it is lava. it just didnt feel hot to me because I didn't deserve it to be hot.

Then as I was leaving my ex was being brought in and he was in handcuffs. And they threw him into the lava and he turned into a demon. When I looked at the demon that gave my judgment she said that only a few humans live on earth and the rest are demons, Angels or NCPs that guide you throughout your life and that life is just a test. And I looked at my ex and thought about all the girls I saw him hurt in my lifetime and how being in a relationship with him was a test of my faith. And was like... That makes alot of sense. Then he tells me that next time he will make sure I end up in hell because he knows what to do next time and I was like bitch I'm already dead.

So the demon sent my naked self out back to the waiting room and then I was instantly taken into heaven for judgment. While I was there, the angel weighted my heart against a feather and it was the same weight and she was like well... I have to call the big man in. Then God comes in and said that I have to be reincarnated because I didn't pass or fail the test. He said that I need to listen to my conscious more because that's my moral compass and will tell me what's right and wrong. And I will live the same life again with mostly the same choices depending on how many good or bad things I do and if I do things differently. And I said I don't want to be reborn I don't like life and humans and he said because that's be you aren't meant to stay there forever. that it's just a moral test. Then i was like what if I don't really want to be in heaven with the judgmental Christians and the ones that are bad like crusaders who kill in HIS name to spread Christianity! He explained that religion is flexible and that no story on earth is the correct one. That Christianity isn't the original story. That all religions come from somewhere, the truth. That I should trust him that only people who deserve to be in heaven are good people. And so I did and I thought about how I was going to try harder to be a good person this time. And he said that I wouldn't remember any of this after being reborn and then I woke up.