What are lotus flower dreams about?

Her name was Lotus and she gave the best hugs and always had the biggest smile in the room. I had a dream last night of her and it was literally the moments before and after she passed. I haven't felt right since and it's eating me inside because now it's all I can think of. It's weird because I've never had a dream of somethings exactly how it happened irl. But I may as well just relived the moment because it was spot on with every detail.

we used a fucking penis identiting app to determine the anime of origin and jacked them off while fucked them In the ass bruh... is this my mind creating these things I'm not gay. It was long but I won't bore you with the details lol

Woke up from this dream feeling all sorts of emotions. Horrified, inspired, confused, and weirdly at peace.

There lived this being from another dimension who traveled to earth. A truly evil being, with powers much greater than ours. It was stronger, faster, and more lethal than any human, and would slit their necks as a demonstration of force. It used these powers and tactics to conquer our world and recruit tens of thousands of soldiers through fear, and built a nearly impenetrable castle where it looked from the top at the world it had control of.

I was part of the resistance group against this being, and along with some of the most powerful fighters and warriors from around the planet, we attacked the castle in the dead of night and started killing. It was hard, killing our own kind, but to them it must have felt like mercy. They would rather be killed with honor on the battlefield than face the consequences of the being if they had retreated, or fought with us.

As soon as we started to feel like we were winning the fight, a portal opened up. No one saw it, but the sheer force of dimensions being ripped apart sent out a shockwave that the whole battlefield felt. The being had escaped into his own dimension, which was the scariest place of all. It was believed that once you enter that dimension, it has full control. It can do anything it wants to you, and then some.

The strongest of our fighters wasn’t deterred by this, and followed the being into the portal. The fighting raged on, and he didn’t come back. Another warrior jumped in, and then another into the unknown portal. After some time and no word from the three warriors, I decided it was my time to enter through.

As soon as I stepped through, the portal closed. I was floating in one spot above a black and white striped floor, but I had a weightless sensation, like I was falling. The being went into my mind, and gave me flashbacks of my comrades dying when they stepped through the portal. One man’s chest was ripped open in a perfect circle, and his insides were pulled and flared out like a lotus flower. Another man aged 100 years in 5 seconds, and was forced in front of a mirror to look at himself for the seconds before he died. The last man stood breathing one second, and then stopped all movement. Every single one of his atoms were pulled apart and separated fractions of a nanometer apart. He looked exactly the same, but there was no substance or life.

I started to become scared. I wanted to escape, but I was thrust into a chair and held down with unbreakable straps. I tried to scream, but my mouth disappeared. I was wondering what was going to happen to me, and then it hit me.

The being was only able to do the things you *believed* he could do in that dimension. He thrived on fear, kind of like pennywise from IT. It was only as powerful as you allowed him to be, so if you were able to summon the willpower to relinquish your fear, it becomes powerless. It tried to crush me with the straps, but I resisted. It started screaming at me with all its might, hoping to regain some of the fear and hopefully kill me, because it knew if I didn’t die then the battle was over. It tried to open the portal back up and get back to earth, where it’s powers weren’t limited by belief, but I didn’t let it. It’d stay here with me until the end of time.

So there we were, locked in a stalemate. I was still mute and immobile, but the reign of terror on my planet had come to an end. All I had to do was wait with it until clocks stopped ticking.

I had a complex dream about being in some kind of black magic cult that I was trying to infiltrate. I met a girl there, and recognized her from a band from my home town called "White Lotus Shadow." (Not actually a real band from my home town). I thought it was a pretty good band name. That's all.

I had a dream that seemed more like a vision.

I was in the most colorful galaxy with a rainbow of colors lighting up the stars and faraway planets. Then in the middle was what I somehow knew to be the creator and center of it all. I suppose you could say a god but that term didn't come to me during my dream.

The creator was a black shadowy figure seated in lotus pose. It just looked like a dark black shadow with no defining features against the brilliant rainbow Galaxy.

Then they spoke to me, the creator in what sounded like many people simultaneously talking said "you need to.."

So I kept asking, "I need to what?", " What do I need to do?" And the creator just kept saying "you need to" and nothing more

During my dream I remember being at peace and happy, but when I woke up I was scared bc I had never experienced such a realistic and unusual dream before.

I'm not sure what to make of this and what "I need to" do?