What are ego dreams about?

Had the wildest dream, felt like a trip.

My body was floating in space, surrounded by stars and darkness. I felt something cutting through half my face, like a laser beam. It wasn’t painful but definitely a sensation. Then I saw a giant purple eye above me, it wasn’t looking at me , just past my head and in a deep booming voice it said “third eye activation” and then surges of energy passed through it into me while half my face was being lifted off. Imagine like the Pink Floyd album cover, the triangle is the eye and the rainbow’s it’s energy.

Half way I protested, I was afraid and I started pulling my face back down. The voice was confused like “I thought this is what you wanted?” And I starting giving all the energy back to the eye. For some reason, I was afraid of the eye and thought it was trying to mind control me and gave all that energy back.

When I woke up I felt conflicted. I feel conflicted because I’m at a crossroads with my life right now. On one hand, I could pursue my dream and fulfil my ego by gaining success, popularity, achievement, fame, money. But I’d follow a route of material wealth. On the other, I could commit myself to this spiritual path and take it to another level. And although that path is uncertain, it could lead me to a deeper spiritual truth, truth of self and in turn probably make me more happy. So which do I choose, the route of my egoic self or my soul?

Following the soul sounds like the right thing to do but following something with no sense of control and so blindly is frightening, even for a wild coyote like me.

Advice?

Randomly my friends boyfriend installed a gym in his apartment complex to impress my friend’s mom
I fell in love with a British man, the perfect relationship we will call him Thomas
He recounted all of our inside jokes from day 1, reminding me when I forgot
We went to ride horses, went on adventures everyday
We had so many laughs
Thomas then showed me women being driven in a bus, to a field with broken horses and forced out to be killed
I asked why did you show me this
He said “the ego is motivations and drives that create a personality, don’t be attracted to this, be attracted to the soul”

What does it MEAN! This feels like divine intervention

When I met him, I said "I didn't know you existed! At first I heard you name, it sounds familiar.. Then I remembered. You're that Archibald!"
I was overjoyed when he met me. Even though I didn't know any Archibald in real life.

But when I want to ask him something, he silenced me by saying,
"First, do not get power for this body.
Second, if you did get power for this body, your story wouldn't get passed."
There's a third, but I don't remember... Something about ego.

I'm confused.

had a 20 second dream, some pedo was creeping on a friend of mine, then palpatine screams "ITS TREASON THEN" and proceeds to float directly into the sky like a buggy Bethesda character, then come flying back in and rams the pedo like Yondu did to Ego in Guardians of the galaxy 2, except instead of yondu it was old man palpatine and the ship was a star destroyer with a plastic horse mask painted on to it

Had a dream where I was a cat and my brother in spirit was also a cat was sniffing my pelvis. We were on floating platforms and we raced to the top where I met my Cat dad in spirit. We shot some breeze and I talked to him in an excited manner as if it's been a lifetime since I've seen him. A women of my past life flies by. I call her hot she calls me immature and reminds me of this curse I set up her where her face looks like a butt suggesting she must have hurt me so I had a curse set on her. My father breaks a shell on my back with a hammer, it pains slightly and I believe this was a metaphorical shell (like an ego?)

I had another dream where I had a kingdom and My Father (God) had recently established a burger shack in it. All of a sudden I see an old spirit friend and I say something and he replies you're a "Cat King!"