What are real location dreams about?

Hi guys...

Today I had a very strange dream...

I was sent in a different world where there was a God or something like that ...

I'll skip the other details and get to the ending...

So in the end I was in something that looked like new York with plenty of tall buildings and very colorful but it was not new York... anyway then everyone began to pray or something and 1 Giant appeared out of nowhere and he was giant as the empire states and he was vivid bright blue and was emanating a light and when I came close to him to send me back in the future where I was from he first pushed me and called me something like Samael...

And then when I came a second time I began to pray and then something like a round mini sun began to form in my hand and was growing gradually,

And then a tunnel of light began to open before me and then the Blue vivid bright deity approved of me and allowed me to go , and I went into the tunnel...

And I was sent in the future I suppose?

Any idea what it means...

Also why call me Samael as the Angel of Death??

I ‘woke up’ in a house on the porch, alone on a field and it felt super real, I looked around and then I saw this person coming to me, they welcomed me and offered to tell me everything.

I died and was reincarnated but my body and face was exactly the same, they explained to me that in every life I lived my face stayed the same that’s because it’s how my soul looked.

They also went on to explain how I can take up a free slot for now if I wish to be reincarnated again, as there’s a woman pregnant with a girl right now in Paris and if not I can wait for another or I can stay in the field forever. In my one of my lives I was called Mia and in another I was an artist. They told me they couldn’t let me access those memories as some of my existences were painful and traumatic and they wouldn’t want to burden me with them now.

They also went on to say how there is no heaven or hell, simply this what I’m existing in now, everyone has a different variation and mine was to be surrounded by nature and live alone (as I wished for this for years irl)

Some details are extremely fuzzy but this is the best I could do.

Context: for some weird reason I've had this gut feeling that I need to visit New Mexico, ABQ specifically. I'm a 24 year old standup comedian who just moved to NYC, and I really dislike the whole concrete jungle aspect.

The dream: I had a dream where I was on a sunset roadtrip through the Southwest with my best friend, but I was in a rush to get home so that I could catch the last subway in NYC. There was a vivid image of a brown horse's head in the sky looking down on me, kind of smiling. It was such a beautiful image that I can't forget it.

Anyway, I woke up in a sweat in a panic and said, "I need to travel." I'm seeing friends in Denver so I booked a bus to Albuquerque. I'm a Breaking Bad fan, admittedly, and I've always wanted to go there, but I'm wondering if this dream points to some sort of an existential crisis or could be a sign.

Thoughts?

So the dream started with me sick of the corona and sick of my country, I just packed my bags and left for Paris.

Things were already pre-apocalyptic. Half the city was empty and it was easy to get a cheap appartment. I thaught I would be smart enough to perish here, that I wouldn't fall for the rumors and scams about the end of the world.

Suddenly there's a lot of talk about "the arrival of the spaceships". Suitcases, scraps of newspaper all over the ground. Mass panicking. Everyone wants to get to the spaceship. People lining in rows, waiting to get into the spaceship. Colossal spaceships, enough to fit all of humanity inside. I thaught of them as the "euthanizing spaceships", there to kill all humans, except for the few who remained on earth, alone.

I didn't want to leave. I made it arround the entire city, searching for a solution. The city gets emptier and emptier. I go back. I just make it into the closing luke were all the people were inside as it starts to levitate from the ground.

I wake up, 3am. I'm still creeped of the spaceships, still unsure which part was dreamed and wich one not. "Even if I didn't want to leave, when the spaceships arrive. Even if I knew they are there to kill us. Herd instinct will be stronger, I would go inside the spaceship like all the other people, tramped by a delusive sense of safety."

This is rare for me, as I have certainly been sexually assaulted but never raped. Last night I had a bit of an emotional time but went to sleep watching Naruto, so I can’t exactly understand why I had such a vivid dream about experiencing rape.
I recently moved away from NYC, and in my dream I was returning. I saw all my friends, said hi to everyone, and saw my boyfriend. Next thing I know, I remember flashes of a party (seemingly a sex party, which in my real life I have nothing against) but I woke up in my dream in an expensive penthouse with an older woman. I went into the bathroom and opened my phone to find a very disturbing video of me being raped both with my own sex toys and physically, while I was completely out. It was so vivid it makes my heart pump as I type this
In my dream, I remembered doing drugs at a different club and somehow ending up at said party, but I suppose it was a sort of date rape type thing.
I was completely unable to contact my partner as he wasn’t replying or answering, and I couldn’t find him anywhere.
Once I woke up the first thing I did was call him in real life and cry. We live across the country from one another, so I’m wondering if perhaps this is just my stress and feeling of powerlessness/being away from him, but I wonder why it would happen out of nowhere.

Does anyone have experience with this or know why it would come out of the blue?