What are test dreams about?

First off I’m 18/female/virgin. I went to sleep very early yesterday(5pm), woke up at 12am and went back to sleep. As I was falling asleep I felt and heard this very strong vibration .i slip into sleep paralysis in the most uncomfortable position ever, then I slip out of paralysis and “wake up”. I get out of bed,everything seems normal. I go down the hall and just for fun I decide to test if it’s a dream(something I do in my waking life).First I bite my lip, it hurts. So I decide to test this new way by putting my finger through my palm, it hurts ALOT but I’m able to put it through. i realize I’m having a unnaturally vivid lucid dream. I run back to my room and the lights are now off. I get on my bed and this man appears sitting on the edge of my bed , he asks without saying anything what’s my preferred physical appearance. But I guess my mind must’ve said “show me your true form” because what I saw for a brief moment was him but as some type of dark figure,w very black eyes w hints of red and silver. I was scared shitless still attracted to that thing in some way but scared.He must’ve realized I was scared because he morphed into my ideal male. It was almost like i was in a trance , and when i snap out of it he is already on top of me. I NOPED out of that dream and woke up with odd racing thoughts about scary things,almost involuntarily because of how fast they were going.

Fast forward to now it 4am ,scared but oddly intrigued about what just happened.I turn on the lights and there’s an imprint on the edge of my bed,exactly where the entity sat in my dream.

I’m sorry if this is not allowed here but I can’t stop thinking about this and need some insight.

Wednesday morning I had a dream my cousin died. Friday morning, I got the news he had died at 5:30am.

Ik this can be a coincidence but many years ago, someone was talking to me about my friend X’s grandfather but they had my friend confused with Y. So I corrected them saying X’s grandad is alive , not Y. and a few days later, X lost her grandad. And last year, i had a dream my neighbours (don’t even know them) had covid and couple days later found out they had actually tested positive. I also had a dream I hurt my leg at my sisters wedding and on the day of her actual wedding I fell down a couple stairs and hurt my ankle.

I have recently been reading about manifestation and the power of your own thoughts and like what if I put these bad thoughts out into the universe and it delivered?

Idk I can’t get this out of my head and I have no one talk to about this and im already so upset about my cousins death and idk I’m spiralling. I haven’t slept since Friday coz I’m so afraid to sleep and dream and idk. I could really use some insight. Thanks

Last night I had a very weird dream. I dreamt of raking pregnancy tests, forgetring about them for a few minutes, then going back to see them blazing positive.

And right now I have no desire to get pregnant. My husband and I want to start trying in 6 months once our son is almost 2 and a half.

And in the dream I was freaking out about finding out that I was expecting.

What could this mean??

Last night I dreamt that I was approached by a kindly old man whose words were comforting. Next thing I know I am in a jet heading towards a light. I realized the old man was an Angel and I was heading to heaven.

Once there I began to cry because I didn’t want my dad to be alone for the rest of his life. A lady at reception asked if I wanted a hug and when I said yes a bunch of people of varying ages rushed and gave me a big group hug. I felt comfort in their actions and was ready to move on.

Next I had to be tested for goodness, which involved listing my sins, each sin counting against me as a point. I honestly didn’t know how many times I masturbated (and I wasn’t sure if there was a statute of limitations for minor sins) so I listed a random number and let them know of my concerns.

Woke up not too long after. Not sure what to think of the dream.

I had this lucid dream a couple years ago and i still remember it moment for moment, it's haunted me ever since i had it.

So it was a normal dream like any other i was at the Dinner table with my family but they were speaking a language i couldn't understand, this was when i realized i was dreaming. So once i determined i was lucid i stepped outside of the house and decided to test it, so I made myself jump extremely high I'd say around 200M into the sky and landed with no injuries, this was when i got the idea. I wanted to see God. So i closed my eyes and jumped again and there he was, he was a giant head floating in the sky looked like a cross between the brain trainer guy from the old DS games and Mr clean and he was crying, not like a few tears it was coming out of his eyes like waterfalls. I then felt a overwhelming sadness from within me and i couldn't feel from my stomach down, i started to fall and that's when i woke up in a cold sweat crying.

What does this mean, its haunted me for a long time now and i just want to know what it means.